Ok.. I've stopped blogging like for weeks.. Mayb i;m just to lazy and i'm like have so many things to think and so many shit to worry.. Alot stuff happened to me lately... I mean alot...

Well, i made a kinda smart and stupid decision for myself which is to enrole myself to A-levels in Inti Nilai. How ironic is tat? I like there yet i hate there... The place is so quiet.. A very nice place and a good enviroment for study.. But no entertainment there.. even at melaka is better... Hello, wat i'm doing?? But paid for all the fees d.. so too late to do any back up .. well, i hope i can know frens and also Pretty girls there la.. HOPEFULLY la.. well everyone is like going taylors or sunway... stucked myself in inti.. LOL... never mind lo.. Still can secretly go kl myself since i dun give a damn.. bout my parents.. skipping my orientation... i hate talks and those boring stuff. i just wan to go classes tats alll.. i dun pay for talks and orientation shit..

Life is like boring.. Seriously i mean it.. My routine is like wake up, go for lunch, go jalan at dp or mp find my stuff or just sleep whole afternoon in my brother's room with full blast aircond or on9..then wake up at night on9 on9 on9 or watch movie till very late.. Well, this life sucks.. My friends? dunno go where d.. seriously no contact at all except like jh, bird or ray, others is like *die d ke?* dun care lol... everyone can plan go outing or wat withput calling me no problem de.. I dun care lo.. they go lo.. next time i go outing dun call thm.. tats all.. no big deal..
Wei qian went Ns. Tong go kuantan (dunno true or not) work.. Kek Ns i think. Bern pergi kl taylors study liao. Then others like jh is working. Others I THINK DIE D.. no contact at all. so i assume they either is playing game whole day whole night which is so fucking boring for me.. dunno how they live that kinda of fucking life.
Having this fucked up life for like one month is like hell on earth. Same routine everyday... No holidays no enjoyment of life. Just bored myself to death. Well, life is this.. have to accept it lo.. sian...

Genting Trip

Some pictures during the trip... Lazy wanna blog..

Genting Trip Day 1

Ok.. I'll start from the beginning till the end..
Woke up at 5!! Damnn, it's like the first time i woke up so early... Usually to meet this time, i'll be not sleeping the whole night and do my things online.. But this time i slept and woke up at 5Am i mind u.. *claps* Hehe^^..

After cleaning up and preparing myself, raymond fetch me around 6.00am.. We suppose to reach at jj bus stop at 6! well, malaysians are never punctual.. Haha^^ never mind lo.. reach there around 6.05am (my hse to jj is nt far)... waited there for the bus to come.. and guess wat? the bus arrived at 6.30am.. Wth?? Never mind.. So we board the bus.. Well a disaster comes.. A girl is which is going the trip is SLEEPING AT HOME!! seriously i was like.. &^$#@*! ok lo.. waited for her..we waited till 7.15 if nt wrong.. well.. slpt at bus... wee...

Waked up at Seremban reast area cuz the bus driver wanted to have breakfast and we need to go to toilet.. So we headed to the toilet... I was smsing my mom so i juz follow bernard... he is infront of me.. i can see whr he is heading la.. GUESS wat? Bernard went into the girls toilet and i followed him!!! My frens pulled me out once my foot set in.. Too bad bernard when into the toilet ald..We saw him ran out frm the girls toilet.. haha^^ seriously it was very very funny when we look at his expression..LOL...
After toilet, we went to minum hot drinks at the rest area.. Talked around 20min then we head to genting.. Weee... i zzzZZZzzzZZZzzzZZZzzzZZZzzzZZZ again...

We reached genting cablecar station around 10.35am.. we ride cablecar up to d top.. Yeahoo... Joked bout junyang.. Sry.. *angelic face*

Stayed at ria apartment... hehe^^ well, it's nothing.. Juz be usually like u stay a normal hotel.. Went to 1st world to have our lunch.. Have a hot rock chicken chop set.. rm15.80!! costly.. sim thia wei...

Well.. The whole day is seriously boring.. Really nothing to do and nothing interesting..

Stucked Up

It's been a month since my life is stuck up.. And it is getting from bad to worse.. I dunno what to do in life..Well, it might seems life is easy to me for other people.. But, I'm struggling inside me.. Well, inside me there is a wall, blocking my normal life. I might look jolly and happy on the outside. Yet, i'm lonely, hurted and also struck up.. It hard for me now.. I'm just a normal boy.. I just want a happy and sweet girlfriend... I want to have a enjoyable life.. Not a tormenting one like this... Split into two different characters which is so so different... One which is jolly and carefree while another is the opposite, cold, worry about stuff and also a loner which keeps away from society... I walk my life, without anyone noticing my presence.. I want someone to notice my presence in life. I want to be cared by someone. I want to beloved by someone. I want to be understaned by someone.

Swing Back The Pendulum

Everyone make mistakes and they hope to make over the mistake by reverse time.. Well, time-travelling is still not possible yet.. Hurting someone's heart is certainly not easy on them and also yourself.. After realising your mistakes, you try to make things back like what it should be. Well, things aren't that easy... Once done is done.. People might hate you or even have trusting issue with you... I made a mistake. I hurt someone.. Someone sweet.. Someone whom i love..
Even i want more than friendship now I think it seems impossible now after what i did towards her... If I've a chance to return time, I wish i could correct the mistake to make things happier an easier now..

To Love and Beloved is a sweet feeling.. Just like the summer blows upon your face, petals of cherry blossom falls on your head.. A wonderful feeling.. A feeling which words cant describe..

I just miss the times when we are together... I want all those times together back..

I just need a girl to understand my needs.
Why no girl can just understand me?
I just need a girl to care about me.
Why no girls cant really care bout me?
I need a girl to accompany me and share life my life with.
Why no girl can really accompany me when I really need her?
I just need a girl which is loyal to me.
Why they always betray me?
I do not to be alone.
Why they always leave me alone?

If i can swing back the pendulum and correct things, the future and now will be better...

Trust and Love

Love is unpredictable.. It can be come can go any time it wishes to..
Love and Trust always clashes..
If you trust someone, you might not love him/her.
If you love someone, you might not trust him/her.

Trust is earned, Trust is gained..
After Hurting someone's heart and feeling or doing something bad towards someone..
That person trust towards you certainly will decrease and also they might not trust you anymore..

Scout Farewell @ Seoul Garden

Well, Scout night is nt a success but at least there is a small farewell party @ seoul garden at 11/12 on 12.30pm... Thx to the form4 and those who attend it.. well, sorry if i didnt go talk to you juniors... Sorry...

Seriously, for the first time i ate so much.. Bloody hell, went there eat for like 4 hours.. Walao... Eat, Chit Chat, Jalan abit, Then go back EAT.. walao... I think the staff also pek chek... WE use like sooo many plates.. Haha^^

Here is some pictures....

All our gifts stacked together

Ching & Jason

Yen Ming & Bernard

Lye & Sim

THE PLATES!!!!!

King Scout!

This is my King Scout badge... There's alot similar badge like this.. BUT this is MINE... MINE MINE MINE!

KL

Went up KL.. Shopping for Clothes..
weeee... Syoknya... Bought quite alot of stuff.. Pants, Shirts.. Cost me total up to rm100+ only.. Well, i bought a long pants.. Doesnt looks like skinny jeans mia pattern.. But when i wore it.. Damnn.. The Shop Assistance also chuak.. He say why u wear like skinny jeans mia cutting.. I say i dunno.. Well, he say nice.. so bought it with out hessitation.. where i go.. Well dun wanna mention.. who i go with i also dun wan tell.. Dun wan to brag like some other people.. Juz wanna stay low.. Some people go out diam diam so went ever he/she ask me whr to shop i'll juz say find yourself since u so pandai go out without calling me. So why shld i tell..
Lol...

双面人的朋友就在我身边。需要我帮忙就来找我，不用我是当我傻的。就算了咯。

Torn Apart Inside

Striving in modern living and this quick expanding society, many have sound the drums of triumph and some have defeat in agony. True Love is still a phrase and it has been making people indulge in this phrase for decades. Many had lost their soul to it, some sacrifice for it, some kill for it and some run from it.

True Love is there and yet to be found. For a believer in True Love, I always ask people what is love and the true defination of it. Yet, it is undefined. It's so unreal and abstract to be studied in books.

Love is Sacrifice, Love is Understanding, Love is Forgiving, Love is Accepting, Love is Loyality.

I mean why? Why Cant A Couple Just Love each other and it stays like that no matter what, even fights and quarrels. They say you'll understand each other more after each fight yet to me it's all total bullshit.

Craving for a fruitful and happy relationship yet ended up hurt deep inside.
Sacrificing everything you have for a relationship is that noble or stupidity?

We might not look as strong as we are as in emotionally and mentally.

The moment of loneliness will just kill you in the matter of seconds.

Doing everything your own? I wonder how strong you are.
Having meals alone and drunk myself alone with rum and beer isn't the life i craved for.
Spending quality time alone at the beach without someone by your side is pure LONELINESS.

I want to be loved and beloved.
I want to be cared for.
I want to be understanded by someone special.
I want to be value by someone special.
I want to be treasured someone special.

I'm Torn Apart Inside Out

Rain

Rain...

The Weather Which I Hate The Most...

Seeing Couples Sharing An Umbrella Makes Me Makes Me Feel Lonely.

Seeing Water Droping From The Sky As If Someone is Cry Makes Me Feel So Insecure

Rain is Cold..

Rain is Windy..

Rain is Glommy

Rain is Sadness

When It Rains My Memories Of You Just Rust Into My Veins.

When Of You Just Rust Into My Veins it Makes Me Think Of You.

When I think Of You Hatred and Anger Fills Me.

And When all That Take Place, I feel lonely and I feel I need someone.

Rain Please Stop.

I Don't Want To Remember all the PAST

I just want a Sun To Shine In My Life Instead of A Dark Rain Fall Upon Me.

DOWN WITH INFECTION!!!

GT LYMPH NODE INFECTION!!!!!!!!!

SHIT... REALLY KILLING ME... CANT DO THINGS I NORMALLY DO!!

JIALAT...


HERE IS MY ANTIBIOTICS

Beach

Went to beach today with my lovely cousin~~

Juz some random picture to share

Jetty Session..

Went Jetty With friends today... know bout it last minute.. so juz go... room 27.. a hell of a big room... well was surprised when boss hav a ear hole... damn.. he said he wont have 1... but now.. Haih.. Boss u let me down.. haih~~

Go there... Sit still nia.. Buat bodoh... Well, an idea poped up... went to book another room.. Weeeee.... can sing.. saw rm16 till end.. so i tot is only rm16.. manatau.. when the bill came.. rm38.60.. Wa, i was lik stunned for 3 sec.. looking at the cashier.. lol!!
ok la never mind... 2 hours of fun shared by 5 people.. ok ma.. Me,Lye, Boss, Jason, Vincent go share one ppl rm8.. include the stupid junk food la.. never mind lo.. rm8.. 2 hours.. rm4 per hour.. happy~~ Happy giler...
Sing all my hearth out.. Haha^^

Had fun today~~

English Breakfast...

Today.. Wake up early... Cook myself an english breakfast... Hehe^^ Eggs with Baked Beans... Nice... Sure la i cook myself de.. Haha^^ Kinda Hooked on shuffling lately.. Gonna Reborn into Shuffle again.. Long time didnt pawn kao kao in shuffle d.. Hav 1 week to prepare...

Lonely

Feeling Lonely...

I'm unconned.. HAHA^^

Went Dp again today have lunch together with parents.. Then went window shopping again. On my way back, i went to Mcd again to try my luck to get a sundae.. Luckily the noob isn't there ald.. So i gathered my guts to call a choc sunday again after yday..
Know wat?I said to the cashier: "bang, semalam i beli sundae choc sikit, ice-cream sikit saje..Hari ini bagi lebih sikit la"
He diam diam.. Tot he ignored me.. But guess wat?
I got myself a perfect sundae! Perfect !!
The Chocolate he press turn and turn and turn and turn.. Fuyooohh.. I tell u.. the choc is so much... Every mouth of ice cream is with the choc and after finishing the ice-cream still have chocolate somemore.. enjoy my time licking out the choc frm the spoon.. Haha^^
See for yourself

Ok... Seriously i Got Conned.. MY rm2 got CONNed

All this blaming goes to Mcd la.. Evryone knows that Mcd got the stupid promotion fro the choc sundae and strawberry sundae.. So yday i go grab myself one as the promotion is ending soon and i was in dp... Also i Really lurve choc sundae.. Went in Dp de mcd... so i order a choc sundae.... Then the cashier tell the part-timer lo.. Seriously @$#$#@!$@^^**&^# I really feel lik to kill the part-timer la.. He gave the ice-cream is so so so so little juz a little bit above half a cup.. Normally i get is more than 3/4 cup of ice cream.. Then the choc is so so so little.. i think he juz press abit only.. the choc juz cover a little part of the ice cream.. Damm seriously i wont go dp for another Choc sundae.. got conned rm2.10.. Haih.. Sim Tia... Kek Sim.. The Ice Cream suppose to cheer me up manatau walao give me a bad mood.. lol...

What Going lately~

Spm is finish for me on 1st dec... Officially la.. Generally Spm was ok la.. But some papers lik add maths paper 2 section A is kinda tough.. others was ok ok only.. but still it's over and no more worries bout it... Result is results and i know what type of results i gonna get..

Life after spm is sian sian sian ~~ Quit gaming already.. get bored easily... keep on9 online play play and play.. lol.. sian d la ~

Ok... I DYED my hair~~ DYED i mind u.. WHole haird brown.. whole hair brownn.., lol~~ so happy my parents didnt object.. so going to keep it until i go college... Hehe^^

Wnt window shopping at Dp and Mp today.. alone.. while waiting mummy to finish work as i need to pick her up frm office... seriously i found NTG !! ntg to buy... due to recession which is going on lately saving is on my mind.. so didnt spend any money on anyt after i dyed my hair...

Mom cook tomyam beehoon yday.. very very nice.. she bought the paste frm jj then suddenly i smell tomyam frm the kitchen so i saw she was cooking a big pot of tomyam.. For 3 person only.. me dad and mummy herself. 3 person but a really big pot.. Gt prawns, sotongs, chicken, cabbage adn carrots.. Very simple tomyam but very nice... heehe^^ Snapped pictures...

Translated...

Translated some chinese blogs into english due to high demand of translation frm chinese to english... Please appreciate it and leave comments or you wan msn me for any topics which are related..

A Small Dedication to my Friends, Pals, Buddies, My Brothers....

It's years ago since i know u guys... Some of you guys i know since primary school and some of you are since secondary school...
You guys make my life full with colours...
You guys make my life interesting...
Quarrels...
Hang Outs..
Chatting...
Helping me out...
Scouting...
Swimming...
Online..
Everything and everyone i know Thanks for your appearance in my life and making it wonderful...
After Spm we might not be able to meet as you'll go your path and i'll go mine...
But... Memories and the times that we had will be carried together with me tilll my Death...
I hope more gatherings or outings willl be held...
And I hope I'm invited...
Thanks...
Everyone can call me out... Please do so.. Msn me, Msg me or call me 016-9143650

Friends are truely friends no matter how..
Happy Times and Sad Times are just a test of friendship..
To anyone who I really hurt you by my speech eg Jun Yang or other people..
This is me... I didnt meant to hurt your feelings or make you hate me... I ask for forgiveness to people whom i had misunderstandings with and to the people I've hurt your feelings...
Many of you i shared memories with...
Thx...

爱情

Love
这四个英文字母到底是什么意思？
爱情又是何物？
看见朋友，一个一个地摊上恋爱。
看见街上，一对一对的恋人。
他们都是来自各种不同的生活。

To Be Continued......

Friendship

朋友 Part 1
为什么在这个世界里，有时你会感到很寂寞，感到你四周没有你认识的人了。
感到你对世界很陌生。我自已也不明白。难道过了中5后，朋友就会失散，各走各自的路了？
认识少少七八年的朋友就将失去联络吗？友情是什么？童年的友情就酱结束？小时跟同学从小学到高中，从朋友到恋人，从好友变仇家，从仇人到朋友。这些美好的记忆从小到大是难忘的。但是这些记忆是不能接下去吗？就因为一个Spm后，大家又各自的梦想就Say Goodbye? 要认识新朋友是怎样才能呢？偶然？同班？一起上班？真不知道。有些人朋友多，有些却少得很。外向的人才朋友多吗？经过多天仔细的观察和小研究。只要是俊男和美女和外向的人的朋友一定多，为什么？难道世界就是看外表了吗？不是看真正内心的美了吗？以前我们的祖先所讲的義气到了哪？世界真的是酱了吗？I mean why not everyone can be frens? Is that so hard? Be friends doesn't harm you, but why now days people are so COMPLECATED?
交朋友那么难吗？

Why sometimes you’ll feel lonely where you feel you’re alienated and nobody is around you? I don’t understand why we’ll feel like this sometimes…
Is it when after our secondary school, we shall be apart and thorn away by each others different dreams and carreer? The friendship that is build since childhood and primary school just gone like this? From primary school to secondary school.. From friends to lovers and from best friends to mortal enemies. Even from enemies to pals. All these wonderful memories which are build since childhood cannot continue anymore? Just because we leave secondary school, means we tell our friendship goodbye?

How to meet friends? From work, study or by accident? I really don’t know..Some have a lot of friends, some have a few… Only extroverts can have a dozen of friends? After days of observations at places like Mp and Dp, I find that those pretty girls and handsome guys have bundles and bundles of friends. WHY? WHY? Only outer beauty counts nowdays? Why we only be friends with those rich, famous, cool, pretty and handsome? Instead of judging someone by his/her inner beauty, we now judge people and befriends mainly because his/her outer beauty. I mean why not everyone can be friends? Is that so hard? Be friends doesn't harm you, but why now days people are so COMPLICATED?
Is MAKING FRIENDS THIS HARD?

朋友 Part 2
朋友...就是这两个字么简单吗？朋友有那么简单地成吗？现在科技的发达，先有手提电话，然后是有网际网络，ICQ，MSN，FRIENDSTER， Facebook，Mitoto 还有很多很多..如果人家Sms一个给你问问可以交友吗，虽然年纪有区别但是就一个信息回“好呀”然后就变朋友吗？社会变得这么开放了吗？不然就是在Facebook,Friendster 一Add你就send comments就算是朋友了吗？是什么东西导致这个情形出现？好奇心？贪玩？还是为了一时的爽？


这个东西很抽象，也很实际。世界有这么地矛盾吗？世界已经360度转点了。为什么现在没有像牛顿，爱迪生，Leonardo Da Vincci的伟大科学家的出现了？我们进步已经到极限了吗？世界越来越进步，我们人类就越来越退步吗？退步到交友变成一个很困难的事？还是退步到交友随时随地都可以呢？

Friends is it this easy? Is befriending someone so easy? Now with technological advancement, we have handphone, then the internet after that here comes ICQ，MSN，FRIENDSTER， Facebook，Mitoto and many more other website which we can make friends. Is when someone sms you and ask whether to be friends and then it’s friendship? Even you have age gap and other differences but by only 1 sms or call you can be friends with someone which is completely a stranger to you? Is this the things teenagers now tend to do? Or is it just because the wild feeling you wanna taste due to eagerness and just because you wanna have some fun?

Friendship can be very real and very abstract.. Is it so complicated? The world has turn inside out and upside down. Why there is no more grand scientist like Newton, Thomas Edison and also The Grand Leonardo Da Vincci? The world keeps on evolving but is human getting dummer and dummer till making friends is a problem to everyone? Or till we can make friends wherever we go?

p/s：Anyone who see this blog, if any comments or any thing to add on on this particular topic, feel free to e-mail me or msn me @ evilbaby_91@hotmail.com

感情谈起来时有快乐幸福的滋味...但是离别时不管怎样都是痛苦悲哀的...带着两个身分来谈一恋情最后只是有悲哀的结局。说爱一个人容易，但是要真正去了解他可不是一个容易的事。
要离开一个人很简单，但要忘记一个人并不容易。
虽然说分手但是忘记曾经有过的恋情并不容易。
分手会给一个带来很多很多“分手的打击”
有些会想不开
有些会自由自在
天使说他曾经是恶魔，他说他丢弃了恶魔的世界你会相信吗？
要改变可以是很容易很容易的事，但是也可以便很难很难
如果你真正爱一个人，不管自怎样你是会在最快的时间去为他而改变。
如果不是的话，那就代表你根本不爱他。
有了一段新的感情，不管你与你的前一个恋人分手多久你都不能去思念他。
因为你已经接受了另一个人进入你的生活了。
目前的恋人就好好珍惜。不要失去他了才挽回。
感情里，谁谈了谁还有那个感情你自己判断。
这些可以很明显地在一个人的小动作来察觉的。

When you’re in love you’ll feel happy and a beloved feeling..
Yet whenever you’re not, its full with sadness which hurt deep to your heart.
Playing two different roles when you’re in a relationship certainly will result is only one consequence.
Saying you love someone is easy.. But Understanding someone you love is not easy.
Leaving someone you love is easy.. But Forgeting him/her is certainly not easy.
A break up will leave scars and also some “after-break up symptoms”
Some of them will not think openly
Some will enjoy their single life
Some however will feel lonely
The Angel is once a devil, She said she had leave the demon world for good.. But do you believe?
Changing can be easy and can be hard in the other hand. If you love someone you certainly somehow will change a bit for his/her sake so do your lover. If one promised to change but didn’t.. Certainly it shows his/her love towards you is not deep enough. If you’ve accepted a new relationship, you must leave all your past and strive for your future not missing the past and don’t want to leave the life back then because you’ve accepted another person into your life and you can only have one person in your heart. Not two. Appreciate the one who you love and love you now.. Don’t appreciate him/her when you are going to lost him/her because it’s too late. In a relationship who, some minor actions can clearly tell you how deep your lover’s love towards you and whether him/her is really sincere towards you…

Nokia 6120

Ok.. I've been using a useless phone since the motorola E398.. That phone sucks then i switched to a low end phone since then... 1 thing, motorola phone really can let you down... So no Offence...

So now i bought a quite good phone.. Nokia 6120.. Havent got it, cuz at y cousin that side..I'll take it by next week and then post the pic here..

here some of the specs and funtions and photos...

2G Network
GSM 850 / 900 / 1800 / 1900
3G Network
HSDPA 850 / 2100
Announced
2007, April
Dimensions
105 x 46 x 15 mm, 66 cc
Weight
89 g
Card slot
microSD (TransFlash), up to 8GB

Memory, Phone Cpu and Etc

35 MB of user memory- 64 MB SDRAM, 128 MB ROM - ARM 11, 369 MHz CPU
OS
Symbian OS v9.2, S60 rel. 3.1
Messaging
SMS, MMS, Email, Instant Messaging
Browser
WAP 2.0/xHTML, HTML
Colors
Black, Pearl White
Camera
2 MP, 1600x1200 pixels, video(QVGA), flash; secondary QVGA videocall camera

Idiotic Gov.

Ok.. Malacca a.k.a Melaka or World Herritage City(kononnya)... Besarnya nama itu...
But, hey what is so herritage in the so called W.H.C?? Modern Street Lamps? Uneven Roads?
Uneffective projects? Hey.. Malacca Gov.. Please wake up.. Not trying to offence anyone but.. You close a major road to melaka raya for 2-3weeeks juz to evenkan a small few meters of brick roads then after that is still UNEVEN?? wow... world herritage city.. Please preserve the old.. make roads more even to be a reknown city please.. Dont memalukan the rakyat since the rakyat giv taxes.. I dont wan tourists ask me :" Why the road is this city is so uneven" wow.. if i get that question, surely 100% i cant answer.. So please.. u happy i happy..

A Final Chance...

If you failed me this time,
There is no more chance for you in future
AND
I'll vanquish from your life for good if you failed me again.

Happy Birthday 三姑！！

today went my san gu hse after my dinner with frens...
Went there spend time... Didnt went there for long time d.. So go there chit chat.. Play with her dogs...
Around 9pm we sing birthday song for her... Tze fui bought cake frm italy~ Nice...Chocolate Truffle~

Happy Birthday 三姑 (San Gu)!!

Tag

Tagged by Caelyn

Those who have been tagged must write their answers on their blogs and replace any questions that they dislike with a new question formulated by themselves.Tag 8 people to do this quiz and those who are tagged cannot refuse.These people must state who they were tagged by and cannot tag the person whom they were tagged by. Continue this game by sending it to other people.

[ *PART1* ]
1. Are you allowed to have a bf/gf? Yes ^^
2. Describe one person in one word that came across your mind.. Lovable
3. Who would you pick, someone who really loves you, or the one you love? The one who loves me
4. Have you ever loved someone before but never had the courage to tell him/her? yes,its rather hard though(standard 6)
5. Does it feel good to love? OF COURSE~
6. God is giving u just 5 more minutes before going back to heaven, IF you love someone special what will you say to that person? 1st min: I'll leave u in 5mins, I'll go to a better place with eternal happiness... Don't worry for me...I'll hug her tightly for 3mins and kiss her in her mouth and say I love You.. I'll drop my tears on her but crying but happy tears and say we'll meet again I promised at the last 50seconds.. My words word for her is You'll always be in my heart and I Love You Forever.
7. What will u say to a person who doesnt want to believe u? I dun even mind~
8. Was ever a time that you tried to learn to love someone? I always do so~
9. What' your opinion about someone who's jealous? I'm just better...
10. What can you say about playboys/playgirls? Useless~

[[ * PART 2 * ]]
*Best place to cry? At a peacefull beach...
*Who do you love the most? My Gf
*Tell us of your dream tat u cn remember? I get married with my gf.. ^^
*Ever hated someone so bad? Yea.. Of cousrse.. (Ask me if u wnna know)
*The biggest & most hurtful lie you heard? I trust you
*The last person you had a beer with? Friends during CNY
*The last person you went to the movies with? Gf...
*The last person you talked on the cell phone with? My Kai Ma...
*The last person you hugged? Gf
*The last person you yelled at? Urmmm... My on9 frens? cant yelles at them~
*Doing now? Tagging~
*Danced crazy? Yup~ sure...
*Think of the last time you were angry, why were you angry? hurt by gf
*If you could do anything or wish anything, what would it be? I wish everyone is equal~ No discrimination to races and religon...
*If you could have an all expense paid trip, where will you go? Taiwan! Eat All I Can Shop All I CAN!! ^^
*Would you or have you ever blackmailed someone? No + Never
*Are you old fashioned? I'm IVAN LOW...
*What would be harder for you, to tell someone you love them or that you do not love them back?.. telling someone i don't luv them..
*What would be the hardest thing for you to give up on? My Future...


*Five facts About the person who tagged u: Outgoing, Pretty, Sexy, Ganas at Tuition, Friendly!

*Five things that scares me:-
=Fire ppl till i kena fire
=Someone's angry
=Sour and Salty Stuff etc. Asam Boi
=Internal Organs
=Loosing someone I love

*7 Things I Love The Most
1> My Girl
2> Fire People
3> Taiwan
4> Singapore
5> Hang Out With Friends
6> Speeding
7> Kiss my girl at the Beach

*Things I treasure in My Life: Every single person in my life

Jun Yang... Man Of The Hour...

Today.. After physics tuition at score A, went to shakey's pizza at Jaya Jusco to hav a meal with part of my band of brothers(Raymond, Birdman, Sim, Bern, Ong and Jun Yang).. Had 2 regular pizza and also with a bread stick, chicken soup and 1 100plus.. Hehe^^

At first it's only me, ray ong and sim.. then bern n Jy joined us.. Jy say wanted to buy photo frame for some1 la.. So the conversation goes on
JY: "later follow me go buy photo frame"
Me: "Later? Go Now la @#%^*@#. Pizza also haven't come. Got Brain or not?"
JY: "Some1 follow me la"
Every1 diam...
Me:" 走走（lets's go) I follow you.."
Every1 knew he is in deep shit... So i follow him...
Bird joined them after me and JY went for photo frame hunting..
Conversation cont..
Me:" You wan go where buy"
JY:" Du near popular that side de.. Eh, Ivan later pinjam me money 1st to buy can?"
Me:" $%#@^^ Wan buy present no money? Me really no money.. Gt few dollars only later nid to pay for the pizza(gt 30++) hehe.."
JY:" ok lo.." (abit kena fire by me)
Silence till Lovely Lace...We went in...
He see see... Think he saw he like de la...
JY:" eh ivan this nice bo?"
Me:" *pointing to the price tag* See... *
Silence...
Me:" Here all the photo frame nt suitable for Bday presnt go other place"
Silence...Brought him to the stationary that side.. Gt anak patung all that there...
Me:"Nah...Choose(still mahal)... so many here.. Cheaper..."

Silence.. He choosing...
I gave him suggestion...
My suggestion :" Laminated the drawing u wanna giv her.. Then buy a box, put inside the box.. Then puy 1 anak patung put inside.."
JY:" ok ok.. nt bad"
Me:" need to use brain.. Use creativity ... Not say u nt creative enuf"
JY:" i draw this drawing myself le.. Nt creative meh?"

I shut up lo...
then He saw some X'mas stuff...

JY:" eh, buy this 1(X'maxs present) instead anak patung la"
Me:" Xmas gt chance to buy summ.."
JY:" Xmas she dunno go whr d lo"
Me:" You got her phone no de ok...Can call her"

.... Silence....

JY:" u dun wan buy giv her?"
Me:" For wat? nt say i like her ka or i very good with her...Wan ppl to remember u is nt buy mahal mahal de things giv her.. The most important is your heart"

Then went to the glass tat side.. Saw some pic frame(gantung at wall de)...
Me:" see nt bad hor..This 1 nice.. simple and nice...*thinking (his drawing A4.. how to fit this small frame)* Hey.. u thinking to draw again? If yes buy this 1 la.. Nice.."
JY:" ya.. tot to draw again.."
Me:" ok la buy.."
JY:" this 1... Bigger(damm big.. Bigger than A4 size..)"
Me:" u wan use what paper and draw?"
JY:" A4 lo.."
Me:" A4? the spaces btw them? leave blank? Gt brain nt u? If wan also use mahjong paper la!"
JY:" Mahjong paper? Mahjong paper yellow de le"
Me:" * damm kek* *feeling wnna slap him* &^%#@ Eh, Mahjong paper gt white colour de le... They do presentation use de.."
JY:" Ya hor..."
Kena till kao kao..
After that he still kena fire frm me as he wan go shakey's through the nando's thr...I said, u didnt eat nando's u walk thr for wat? Muka tembok?

When reach Shakey's he damm moody.. Kena fire frm me abit.. Moody till every1 know.. All wanted to know what happend..Haha..^^ told every1 what happen..All laugh lik mad.. Hahahaha...

Boring~

Dint went school these few days.. study alone at home~ study and study and study ~ My god~ I dunno what i gonna be with this life.. No money to further my studies~ Loan Or Scholarship?
All these small matter bug me really really much~ My god.. Help me~

Study Physics today.. Finish my chapter2 form5 and half of chapter3.. Later gonna continue... Form4 chapter4... Die...

The War is still going on... It has been going for 10days.. I hope i can last 1 month.. gonna let them WAKE Up and Know What is Wrong With Them...I hope they knock their heads or take each other heads off and wash it with dettol..

I'm back

I'm back.. Finally..

Status: Online

Hehe.. Finally can on9... So happy ~

Now so frus... Worried Bout my future... Dunno what i gonna do..
Form6?
Go Singapore For Diploma for 3 years and work 3 years? (schlarship)
Local Uni?
Damm.. What should i do..All of this is Killing me.. My god~

What happened Lately...

Recently cant on9.. My mordem kaplak d.. Kena strike by lightning.. So Suey.. it's been a week d..Cant on9.. check my mail and other stuff.. so boring... damm..

ok... My life totally suck this week.. Really sucks man... Damm.. Why so suey? Quarrel with parents.. Really had a big fight.. How Big? Urmm.. I didnt talk to them for 1 week aldi...
So i see how long i cant win this fight... Fight for wat? They're stupidity and old-fashioned minded.. Bring my gf home to study together.. My mom give her a FUCKING stare.. What is this? She doesn't even respect my gf.. She always give first sight judgement to people.. She wan things did her way.. Damm.. What kind of attitude is this? Think she very good or wat.. BULLSHIT.. They dont even care bout me.. What the hell?
Dont care bout my results. My god-mother, my frens mother,my grandma, my cousins can ask me what's my results but NOT THE PERSONS WHO BRING ME TO THIS WORLD.
Dont care bout my future. My god-mother, my frens mother,my grandma, my cousins can ask me what i gonna do after my SPM , what course i'm gonna take NOT MY PARENTS, NOT MY BLOODBONDED PARENTS. Didnt even ask what course i'm interested,which uni...
Dont even give a damm bout me. After SPM i'm gonna leave them and I cant wait till them.

Didnt went to school on monday, tuesday and friday.. Went my kai-ma hse.. study, chit chat..
Haha... So nice..

Thursday, Elaine (my god-sis) birthday, went somewhere to eat.. Near kampung lapan tat side... Around klebang tht area... eat crabs.. Wow.. toufu, eggs, vege, soup and asam fish.. Nice.. And Guess what is the restaurant name?
It's HANDSOME.. WTH??
*bLURR* Haha.. But nice food..

I wanted a phone since last year.. Told my mom.. They say ok.. But till now I didn’t even gt 1 .. I didn’t even complain.. What type parents is this? My bro, he complained his hp gt problem then they juz get him a damn good hp.. gt camera and everyt.. I didn’t evem use a camera phone!
I never wanted anyt from them..when I ask for them anyt it’s wat I really need… They can afford things,but they juz cant get the best for me while other people with poorer condition can hav better than me!!
I HOPE MY PARENTS KNOCK THEIR HEADS OFF! THINK IDIOTS! CALL YOUR SELF AS AN ADULT… NONSENSE AND BULLSHIT FOR ME… ALL THIS SHOWS THEIR STUPIDITY!


Alot more to tell but lazy to blog now cuz type at cafe using wi-fi..
And i gonna study... not blogginf.. Hahaha~~

Chioz..

No Blogging!! Omg

Oh my god... I cant on9!!! shit.. that day rain damm heavy... My modem kena struk by lighting... boom boom boomm ... Haiz.. spoilt d... Cannot on9 cannot blog....

Saturday Part 1

Today~ Urmmm Let me think what i do...
1st thing i do is I open my eyes!
2nd : I see the curtain... I see I'm hugging my pillow
3rd: check my phone

Then went swimming after my morning wash~
Wow.. Almost 2 months+ no swim liao.. Karat siot~ Puncit siot... No stamina liao...
Gonna build up my stamina..Nid to go jogging and keep fit ~
Currently dunno why I'm so health cautious.. Goin through detox.. Have simple meals with high fibre stuff... F.Y.I the shit come out really diff colour than normal..
I eat 2 oat meals per day.. 1 morning, 1 as supper...
Normally i add 1 banana, 1 spoon of brown sugar (if the oat damm tasteless) and 4 Scoops of oat.. Accually damm nice... Hooked on high fibre meals... Try it for few days.. You really feel the difference...

After swimming then i went makan with frens.. 2 months ago, usually we'll go Neela's for roti chanai... But now there damm xpensive.. Gila mahal... roti telur is rm1.50... My god~
so now go the hawker at bkt beruang hawker inside the bkt b. market.. The roti not bad la.. Nice.. garing garing.. Then eat the Eu char kuey~ Syok ~ crunchy crunchy~
Then curi some mee hoon kuey frm my fren.. MY god the food there is fabulous~
Then went back after makan~
Ouu.. I forgot, My fren called laksa.. Imagine the portion~ It's lik 2 bowls of big laksa at other hawker... This bowl is GIGANTIC... I really Mean GIGANTIC..

will be continue....

Hooked to my psp lately.. Playing iron man game and need for speed pro-street~
Play when i reach home from school~ Play after tuition.. play before slp~
Relxing and fun le.. Long time no touch my pink psp~ kinda love it.. althought ppl say it is girlish but i dun giv a damm... I lik my psp and it's unique~ Cuz it's pink!! Pink! Cool~

Damm.. Cant eat my favorite cookies~
OREO!!! It contains The malanime.. Dunno la the spelling~
Stupid china ppl~ Make me malu sia~ Me chinese.. Orang China NOT Orang Cina did the milk powder scam... Nasib... But memalukan only~This year so proud of the olmypics.. But this?
I can say heartless... 50,000+ Babies sick? They are innocent for god sake~

Trials Reasult Part II

Finally... Test Results..

Bio- 67
B.M - 72
English- 77
Sejarah- 60
Moral - 70
Modern Maths - 81
Accounts - 70
Chemistry -85

Physics, Add maths and Est Havent Dapat the paper..

Kinda happy with my results.. Mostly maintain.. But Imagine my bio and Bm improved.. Haha...

Test Results Part 1

Wow...

Add Maths... Paper 1 is gt 72/80... First time in history i get so high.. So Proud of myself.. haha..
Malay i get 72 for total.. First time also ! Never gt above 70 since Form4.. Yeah.. Great achievement for me.. So happy...Hope i can get A1 for my add maths.. Yeah..

But I gt 60 for Sej.. My goodness Ivan... *slapping myself*
But B4... Ok la.. Hehe.. Must be contented.. Nt lik some girls Get 90% for BM STILL COMPLAIN LOW!! WTF WITH KIDS NOWDAYS?

Tired...

Tired Tired tired...
Pek Chek... So damm tired today... dunno why.. mayb i sleep too late this few days or I sleep to aviod problems and stay in dream world...
Yesterday.. I slp from 2.30pm to around 4.30.. Agak agak la..
Then get up.. gt some dark chocolates from my fridge .. eat d go bathe... So syok after bathe.. Syokk Betullll.. Lolx *nice nice* Xp then pass by the kitchen..

Oppss, Mummy say comee.. I go lo.. She call me to kopek the taugeh.. I say wanna slp.. Cuz no Mr Huan tuition.. Trials going on.. Then I said: " Nono.. You kopek yourself.. I wanna slp.. Tired.." I tak kisah then terus slp (after my hair dry la of course)

Then slp.. *bubbles popping from my nose* Then wake up around 9.30pm... Mummy i pig o what 1 day sleep so long... dun care.. Wake up ald.. Grap beehoon from the pot and gooble gooble..
Nice nice.. hehe^^
later do wat?
Sorry guys.. P&C cannot tell..

thats all in this post.. Chioz.

What The Hell?

Juz Wonder What the hell is happening?
All things went from bad to worse and worse to... Urmm i dunno.. Juz damm bad thats all..
My world went upside down...
Kinda moddy this few days.. Damm.. What going wrong?
Hope someone will wake me up frm this fucking idiotic world.. Wanna be in a place where I matter most and ppl cares.. Damm..

Juz Tired Tired Tired
Fuck My Life!
I DONT GIVE A DAMM ANYMORE!

Help!

God.. What is happening?
This few days so damm suey!

Suey Case #1
Went To buy tong shui near Lim Tian Puan the 平民小学 at the famous 鸭面stall..
After waiting for a fusrating 30mins baru dapat 1 packet 八宝冰..Nvm lo.. Long time no eat the ice kacang d so tak pe lo~ sabar.. Then go back with my car.. along the road.. MCB!!! 2 Farking police car driving so FUCKING fast and juz pi bo pi bo nabeh! Limpeh kena break macam jibai lo just to go beside and then let the police to pibo pibo! i jutted forward.. lucky no bang head on the stearing.. Fuck ! police car suddenly pi bo pi bo kanasai!

Suey Case #2
Physics Paper cannot say suey but also suey la..Lolx What i'm taking?
Not really prepared... But hopefully can gt A lo~
Kinda hard.. toughest paper since form4... Nver did physics paper so damm hard de b4..

Suey Case#3
A fucking blister just poped out at my lips.. Jibai so pain! lik gt durian poking my lips evryday if nt is lik kena knife stab de pain.. Eat also susah~ So realy dun feel lik to eat this few days lo..
Pain..

Suey Case#4
My Eyes.. damm itchy... dunno why.. Lolx..

Trials Part II

3rd Last paper - Physics

Toughest among the science subjects.. It's lik WOW WTF...
Haha^^ didnt depend on tips.. If gt good results I'm sure happy cuz it's my own achievement without depending on stupid tips.. Haha^^ *Hoping and praying Physics A1*
My future dream job depends on physics le wei...
Lol...

Trials

1st Paper - B. Melayu

Seriously I dunno how.. *pray* Scared for Bm paper.. Never get an A in my secondary school life before.. Why? I think my Bm teacher is buyers.. Give students who do her hw higher marks..But not me cuz i didnt do her work.. Xp No buku karangan till now.. Lolx.. I miss i think >10+ karangans! *evillaugh*

2nd Paper - Pen. Moral

Why we study this subj? I really don't understand.. Juz memorised the stupid nilai which really doesn't make any sense.. Think cant get at least A2.. Juz memorised 4 topics out of 7 topic *bluek*

3rd Paper - Sejarah
Damm...Died *praying* kena pawn kaokao in this paper.. So hard..Wrote a story on another version of Perjuang Dol Said in the time left over.. Xp funny but i lost the paper.. Damm~

4th Paper - Modern Maths
Dunnoo.. Maybe can score?
Gt few careless mistakes *damm*

5th Paper - English
Wrote a nice essay... I think the best i ever wrote.. Wrote on SINGAPORE!! Best place visited
Can gt A2 gua...

6th Paper - Biology
Damm.. Killing Paper.. Totally pawned me.. Crushed into pieces *die,died,dead*

7th Paper - Accounts
Shit... Cant imbang the accountss... Lolx.. Easy but i have no confidence.. An A2 will be good..

8Th - Chemistry!
Wow.. Easiest So Far.. Xp *laugh laugh* Tak sanngka so easy.. Btw the tips is not chun mia..
Luckily i'm not stupid to rely on tips!

Mr. Huan Quoted :"Those who give/spread out tips and leak the exam questions are IDIOTS, They Spoil your future! If so CHUN Leak SPM paper la"

So i didnt follow any tips from anyone and didnt spread any tips to anyone..
Urm.. Sry to Jeannie, Sherilynn, Joshephine and others who I gave tips on Mid Year and Last Exam this time i gt alot tips but didnt spread and Follow..Btw Sher You Owe me MCD for the midyear tips i gave you..

p/s: Jeannie if u see this blog tell sher.. haha ^^ will share the mcd with you.. *happy*

Physics, Add Maths, EST here i come to pawn~

Is This The End?

Is This The End For Us?
Izzit?
I Really Don't Hope So...

我们的爱情就会到这个地步罢了吗？
我真的不希望是这样...
既然说得出口...“这样你以前讲的全是骗话”
你既然认为，不信任我，觉得我对你有谎言..就算了...
我对你的爱有多深，话是讲是讲不到，字是形容不到的...
你不信我就随便，就算了...

现在是你提分的..
好咯，就分咯..
我怎样好对你都比不上他，
我怎样努力学习，改变，都是比不上他的，
我就算几爱你也比不上他，
我就算几疼你都比不上他，
我就算怎样打扮也比不上他，
换句话来讲，我是一个很差的男友..不对吗？

你变了，的确变了..

让时间疗好我疼痛的心，
让岁月慢慢补回我的疤痕，
让时间冲走我们快乐的Moment
让岁月带走我们的回忆，


不想在我们的爱情画一个永远的休止符...
虽然我不希望这样，可是我能怎样？

我能做的只是在这里哭啼着
我只能在一个漆黑的角落默默地哭啼，
因为不要让别人
因为不要让你知道，
我正在面对的；
痛
苦

悲
哀

心
酸

我只能讲我爱你！

失败

失败的我...
不管我几付出，
不管我几努力，
不管我几疼你，
不管我怎样地改变，
不管我好地对待你，
我都是一个失败的人...
无法取代它在你心目中的位置
我真的失败，彻底地失败了~

我只能默默地忍受这种痛，这种的悲..

爱情冷咖啡

爱情就像一杯好的冷咖啡，

冷咖啡刚刨是热热的浓浓地，就像爱情一样刚开始是很热情的...

可是咖啡加了冰变冷咖啡时，就冷冷地可是还是浓浓地..

这跟爱情一样,虽然有冷漠的时刻，但是情侣间的感情还是浓浓地...

冷咖啡喝起来，浓浓地，冷冷地，感到爽爽地...

爱情也一样，情侣间的感情浓浓地，谈起恋爱来，很甜蜜...

可是冷咖啡，放久了，冰会慢慢溶化,冷咖啡慢慢变热咖啡...可是喝了，还是一样有浓浓的咖啡香，咖啡浓浓的咖啡味...

这个爱情一样,情侣间一定会有冷漠，冷淡的时候..

一段长久的恋情,不管被时间还是距离分别，不管是风吹雨打，不管被什么影响到，不管有几长的冷漠期间，但终有一天这些都不算什么!

一定有一天就像冷咖啡变热咖啡那样~

感情不会被影响，一样还是浓浓的，一样甜蜜的!

希望我们的爱情就像一杯冷咖啡...

虽然冷冷地，但是浓浓地...

爱情为什么不能简简单单？

爱情为什么不能简简单单呢，天天陪着彼此恩恩爱爱地在一起呢？

两个月了，
快乐的岁月，
悲哀的日子，
我们全都度过了..
还有什么会来呢？

不想和你分开...
你是我永远的最爱...

我错了吗？

我错了吗？

错什么？我们彼此就是要酱下去吗？
我错什么？我说错了什么？
我只是说这么一来一直在我心中的话...
What The F***?!
对,真话怎样好都难听啊~怎样都会伤到啊..
可是今天你这样对我公平吗？

今天对我很恨你懂吗？我几伤，你懂吗？
我特意煮给你“谢谢”，"Thank You", "Terima Kasih" 都没讲．．．
连问我累不累都没！
而且呢，要跟朋友去Playground时，问也不问我要不要一起去！
还讲“Dear，你回先”...这句话你说得出~我算你恨！弄到我真的没话讲~
掰掰都没讲就直接去连着你朋友聊天又当我不在酱，当我透明的，不放我在眼里！什么意思！
难道我不能认识你的朋友吗？
过分咯！

What The F*** Is THIS F***ING TYPE OF ATTITUDE??
THINK I'm DEAD Or What?
What Is Wrong with KIDS NOW DAYS?
CAN'T THEY THINK AND ALSO TAKE CARE ABOUT OTHERS ESP. THEIR FEELINGS?? KIDS NOW ARE REALLY F***ED UP...TIME TO WAKE UP!
I'M A HUMAN..
I'VE THE SAME HEART AS YOU WHICH ARE RED AND CAN BE HURT BY WORDS OR ACTIONS OF YOURS!!!
I'VE FEELINGS!!!
MY HEARTH IS NOT MADE OF STEEL!!
TREAT ME WITH CARE AND RESPECT!!!



* THIS BLOG IS WROTE WHEN I'M REALLY IN A FED UP STATE~
PLEASE UNDERSTAND~

No More Secrets~

Baby恩恩，今天很想念你...
没有你的信息，没听到你的声音，没有你的身影，没有你的陪伴..
感到很寂寞，很孤独....
多几天这样的生活即将结束了~

我们之间不要再有秘密好不好？
不要说什么不管我的事还是你跟朋友间的Privacy~
不管大事小事我都要知道...
我不要你再收着任何秘密或隐瞒着我任何事情...
有什么事情我们共同好好地商量，好好聊...
我也一样，不会隐瞒着你任何东西，有什么第一个给你知道...
希望你也一样噢~
我爱你宝贝!
不管是这一生或来世,我都会爱你，陪你...
你永远都是我的...

还有今天你忘了你所答应我的“晚上只接我的电话”....
要打你了，要罚你了!
我不管你有什么借口和理由...

我们的爱~

Baby恩恩，不管怎样我都会继续在这打我的思想，我的心里话...
因为我觉得在这里打Blog没什么大不了的...
而且不是每个人知道我又Blog，所以呢希望你不会阻止我..还有就是，我要把我们之间的爱情，甜蜜，美满，幸福和快乐Immortalise在这个Blog里...
就算我死去，但是我所对你的爱将不会因为我的身体的不在而使到我所对你永远的爱淡化与消失..
宝贝恩恩，我太爱太爱你了..
希望我们不会分开，不放下彼此..
希望我们永远都是夫妻,甜甜蜜蜜地谈恋爱，恩恩爱爱地疼爱彼此...这样开开心心地像老公老婆酱的生活一直这样到我死去的那天...

Baby恩恩，就想说我觉得到你开始慢慢改了..慢慢变乖了...
我很开心因为我感到很幸福有你在我的身边来陪伴...
很开心因为你会为了我，为了你自已，为了我们的恋情而改...
我也会慢慢改的...为了你，为了我们的恋情而付出，牺牲...

自从你在我的生活出现，我一直以来都很开心..感到有跟以往的恋情不同...
为什么呢？
1.我感到你会为了一段恋情而付出..
2.我觉得你很成熟...会以另一个角度来对待任何事情
3.我觉得你很疼爱我...

What Went Wrong?

Baby恩恩，今天你为什么酱呢？
到底什么事情发生了？告诉我可以吗？
别酱冷对我好不好？
今天你酱对我，我很伤心懂吗？
感觉到有什么事情发生那样~
我真的很想知道What Is Goin On...
很想知道你现在在想什么...
不要酱对我了!我很痛的...

爱情的信息...

1.
"假如一份爱情需要一生去守护;
一个承诺需要一生去承担，
我愿意用尽我的余生来爱你，
然后再将它刻在我的碑铭直到永远..
爱你! "

Good Luck Baby~

Baby恩恩，今天我很开心..
今天的我们很甜蜜噢..
希望天天都这样...
开开心心，甜甜蜜蜜地..
还有，Baby恩恩...
你今天读书哦读了一个小时多又读了一个Bab..看来我要买那个小惊喜的小小礼物给你噢..
当你的小奖赏!

Good Luck Baby~
Tomorrow is your piano examination..
I hope you'll do your best..I know it might be a little hard and you'll feel nervous..
I do not expect a merit or any good grades.. But if hopefully you can.. Just a pass will be good.. As long you do your best I'll be satisfied..

All the best I wish to you dear..

Do the best with all your might..

I'll always be there for you...
To accompany you whenever you need me..
I'll give you the strength and courage for you whenever u feel scared.
I'll be your sword and shinning amour for you to win a battle.
I'll be your pillow to keep you warm and cosy..
I'll be yours forever.. Just Yours.. I'm only for You Baby恩恩!

Love~

Love is something that u cant always own or have...
Love cant be bought with money and it's always an abstract subject to be learn..
To understand Love, someone have to experience a few things eg.Try to know your partner
Try to understand him/her
Do not neglect minor things which will affect the relationship greatly
Spend to time with each other to know what each other need
Love cant be studied...
It's a never ending subject...
A summer won't last and cant be compared to the happy times we had..
As time go along, People change and plans changed...
I will cheerish our memories to eternal and strive all with my heart for Our hopes...

第二次的约会

昨天，很开心！

Baby恩恩，我很希望我们天天开开心心！

昨天你陪着我整天，我们的开心，幸福，甜蜜，已展现出来了~

昨天将会变成我永远的美好的记忆！

昨天，去吃Satay Celup...

Me...

Before... Baby的...

After吃完...

改~

Baby恩恩，我很想很想你改。很希望你能放下你以前在Form2那时所对自已，朋友，家人，甚至对爱人的观念与想法。那天你告诉我，你对他感到厌烦，你懂我多开心吗？那天我的心情可真是好到没话讲...

这是我们吵架过后你send我的Msg~

“我知道是我的错..我不该跟你讲话到一半就接人家的电话..对不起..忽略了你..我答应你晚上只接你电话，还有那些答应你的事我会尽量去完成..我知道你为了我好，我也知道你想要我改，所以我会的Dear...我要跟你长长久久，开开心心，我不想要我们在这样子了..永远做我的亲爱的，我会疼你，爱你，顺从你..你说的话我都会听..只有你，我知道..我会珍惜你所做的一切，你说的话也不会是白费的！把你的心，你的手，交给我好吗？给我机会，也给你机会，就当作给我们的恋情一个机会感受当中的爱..只要你愿意信任我，我就很放心地把一切交给你，甚至为你改变或者牺牲都没问题...感情的世界里没有谁对谁错，只有谁不懂得珍惜谁...我从一开始就做到了，去珍惜你，Dear，我也希望你有..我爱你..”

看完了，我很感动，觉得你是我永远的爱人，情侣和老婆..
可是，我现在最期望的就是你会改..
改什么呢？那就是：--->
1.交友就别交到会影响到你的生活！
2.想你会开始拒绝人家的要求！人家要跟你聊，你可以说No~人家找你陪，你可以拒绝的啊~人家找你出去你可以讲不要的啊~
3.不一定要奉陪与理会人家的要求！
4.交友就不需要什么出去约会之类的。别说错你没做错或不会太过分还是什么普通朋友的约会。是我会吃醋！而且我不想要你出去，尤其是跟男子！

希望你真的知道，希望你想到我的感受，也希望你会变乖，也希望你会放掉这样的生活~

还有我很想讲的就是，你不能将不公平对我的!你可以找你的前男友聊，我有怎样吗？可是我呢？我只是留着我前女友的msg你就大发脾气!公平吗?跟你说，我没找女子是不想给你吃醋，不想伤到你!可是呢，你就可以跟男子聊，可以跟男子出去啦？我呢什么自由都没有咯!你不让我开Msn，我开你就不爽酱!我留着我前女友的e-mail address你怎样对我呢？好咯，你可这样我也可以咯~你可以跟男子聊，为什么我不行跟我的异性朋友聊？甚至开Msn都不行!老实说你太自私了!你可以跟你朋友聊，可是为什么我开msn或跟我的甘妹妹聊，你不爽什么？太自私了!

对不起！今天对你冷淡。因为我本人真的很容易吃醋。希望你能体谅。
不再对你冷这个Promise我不事不想答应..是我不想答应我很难做到的事情，也不想把对你的承诺落空。

Dear!你永远是我的!我也是永远是你的!
我答应你不会Flirt和只电你!还有的是我连一根毛也不会给人家吸掉!
你也一样!不能Flirt,不能乱电人和不会给人家吸你的任何一根毛!

Why?

Why?
我不明白..为什么你还是这样..不要再浪费时间做不重要的事情了!
给你了自由，你就酱子利用吗？

我的答应，我们互相礼让的爱情和你的过去

今天的我们仍然要面对汹涌的大海，面对悲伤，面对挫折，面对悲痛。
为了不让我对你的约定与承诺落空，
为了我们的感情，
为了将不完整的拼图完成的那一天，
为了能爱你爱到我最后一口气，
为了能永远做你的Dear,
我会牺牲一切，
牺牲我的全部，包括我这条性命。
只要能够永远地爱你，我什么都愿意！
你要怎样就怎样，
我会为了你的快乐而让我自已受伤和流泪也不要你不开心。

现在你获得你最想要的那就是："交朋友的权利"了。开心了吗？满意了吗？
你与你的朋友要怎样就怎样咯。我想说的这三天都说完了。毕竟，我说了我宁愿牺牲全部。现在我够牺牲吗？要继续这样就随你了。你不听就算了。不改就算了。我不想再跟你吵这件事了。我累了...现在获得了这个你应该知道我的感受了。虽然我这样做对我自已不公平，但是我能怎样？
就这样继续跟你吵吗？我不要咯...你觉得你要有这种权利你现在有了！满意了吧？
我只想问:"这样的短暂的快乐，虚假的友情这么容易就能使到你满意吗？"
这些就是你要的吗？三年前，你变得这样为了什么？
就是要得到这种的友情与快乐吗？
你一生人就是要拿着种友情和快乐来骗你自已吗？就要这样来走你的人生吗？
你要你的人生中就是充满着这些虚假的，短暂的？
难道永久性的快乐和友谊比不上虚假和短暂的吗？
你不在是三年前的你了。你想改我感觉到！
可是你应该舍弃你自从三年前的观念看法啊。
舍弃你以前为了那个没出息的王八蛋而改变的生活啊。

Baby，别说没人不珍惜你！别再看不起你了！别再糟塌你自已！
值得吗？需要这样做吗？
根本不需要！现在你拥有了我，有我一生的陪伴！有我来珍惜你！有我来疼爱你！有我来爱你！做错了选择你别自责了。做错了就转回头啊！
每个人都有做错过的！每个人都会有成经做错选择的！
不需要为了那没出息的家伙而愁，而烦！不值得也需要！
你的生活在三年前转了360度，72变了，变到了一塌糊涂。
你要这样继续吗？我看是不要对吗？
所以呢你应该原谅自已！
原谅了自已就当当阵阵地做人了,当当阵阵地做我的老婆，宝贝，爱人和Baby恩恩！

我都会一直地陪伴你的！

我们对彼此永远的诺言...

我们今天对彼此做了永远的诺言...
我对你是真心真意。我这么一个月以来都很认真地跟你谈了这段恋情。我根本没有想我们会分。这是真的...我要我们做永远的恋人，做永远的夫妻，做永远永远的爱人。

我答应你的承诺：--->
1.永不放开你
2.不会再说分手这两个字
3.不会对你说再见
4.答应你不再说谎话
5.答应你永远都在你身边
6.答应你永远只对你一个
7.我的心只给你一人
8.答应你不会离开你
9.永远都在你身边
10. 不会隐瞒你任何东西
11.永远都爱着你
12.我答应你不会Flirt
13.我只电你
14.我连一根毛也不会给人家吸掉

你答应我的诺言：--->
1.不再参坏坏的人
2.不再和陌生人交友
3.不再乱说“我们没关系”
4.不再说“不值得牺牲”之类的话
5.不会离开我身边
6.有东西不会影瞒着我
7.会乖乖
8.会告诉我全部东西
9.你不会Flirt和!还有的是我!
10.只电我
11.连一根毛也不会给人家吸掉

这些就是我们对彼此永远的诺言...就像这网站一样永远都不会消失..
让我们的诺言永远都在这里... www.evilbaby91.blogspot.com
只要这网站在，我们都不能反馈我们对彼此的诺言...

我现在或许会慢慢开始没时间陪你因为我必须应付我将来的考试。可是我一毕业就会全力以赴来做回一个全世界最好的男友。我愿意永远都陪在你身边。你跌倒我来被你。你受伤我来疗伤。你流血我来止血。你哭我来逗你笑。不管你在天涯海角，山高海深，我都会在你身边地陪着你！我们永不分离好吗Baby恩恩？Baby恩恩，你愿意做我永远的爱人，永远的情侣，永远的老婆吗？

Baby恩恩，我永远只爱你一个人！答应你！

Spegetthi~

This post will be about yday~

I did my own spegetthi.. Omg.. cant believe it
i saw how to do on a tv show (martha Sewards show)
it looks easy so i intended to make it my self.. haha..

i started by adding some flour into a tray... added eggs.. then i used a fork to stir the eggs with the flour together... stir and stir and stirr.. it is easy in the 1st place then after tat with the dough is getting heavier and heavier.. its not easy job..

after the dough is ready.. i dried it.. let it dry for a while.. then i use a machine to flatten the dough... use that machine to make the spegetthi shape also...

but to bad.. it failed.... it doesnt taste lik noodle... juz lik eatin me hoon kuey in noodle form... it also tasted lik full with boric acid which is found in the yellow noodles..i think it taste lik tat due to too much egg.. i'll try another time no worries... haha.. will upload pic if i'm free...

Best Wedding Dinner ~

Last Sunday.. went back to my hometown (Segamat, Johor).. but i was not born there.. hehe^^ My relative marriage dinner was held there... I was so grand.. even better than Malacca's restaurant~ the bride was pretty!! and the bridgegroom was soo handsome~ of course la my distance uncle wat sure la handsome~The menu I tell u.. I think if not wrong it's a 1k wedding dinner menu~

1st Dish - 5 Dish Cold Plate
fried butter prawns
stream lobster meat
fried lobster meat
dumplings
octopus

2nd Dish - Sharks Fin with Really BIG Scallop
A Bowl of Sharks fin for each and evry1 of the guest !! Imagine That !! Omg~ the sharks fin was a big as my palm and so tender vry vry nice.. i hope i have more.. will post the picture..

3rd Dish - Steam Fish
Steam fish normal la.. the fish was not so fresh and i dun realli lik it.. btw i was choke by the fish bone

4th Dish - Pumpkin Soup
Quite nice pumpkin soup

5th Dish - Sea Cucumber
The sea cucumber was soooo nice.. so soft and tender lik biting sponge... this dish also come with tiny bite size "mantou" There was abalone as big as my thumb in this dish.. wow.. and I ate 3 while my family ate 2 each!

6th Dish - Roasted Baby Pig
Another 1 of my fav. dishes.. didnt ate much.. only a few pieces available.. baby pig izzit tat big~

7th Dish - Stuffed Chinese Mushroom
Kinda lik this dish.. the stuffed meat was nice.. i hate the mushroom~ hehe

8th Dish - Dessert
fried sweet stuff with sesame seed + jelly

thats all 8 wonderful/expensive dishes izzit ennuf?? gonna diet man..

I'M BACK!!

I'm back for blogging.. long time didnt update my blog.. sry if any sees it.. I think no rite.. anyway did alot during the holidays.. have camp at school ~ syok kenakan all ahli kau kau.. i kesian them la.. Who call them no respect me? Kaka~ too many to write on the camp.. soo long.. I juz wanna say that i gave a class to junior?? Omg~ 1st time.. teach them how to use compass and bearing stuff.. talked around 30mins.. Phobia sia~ scary wei ~

My kai ma went singapore again~ didnt follow no $$ so asked her to help me buy some chocolates.. wow.. syok gila.. my fav almond milk chocolate bar.. will not eat others almond bar except tat man.. and it only cost SD $1.85~ naik harga d.. sad.. 1st time i bought tat chocolate was Sd $1.05.. naik SD $0.80 mahal siot~ Rm1.90 leh(around thr la).. but it's nice who cares??

Finish exam d lo.. so scaary when gt results. but nvm la percentage 74% ngam ngam~ hav 8A's

(A1+A2 la of course) 3 B's (malay, sej and bio) others A.. Omg my add maths 76??!! So happy proud giler man.. 1st time in 2 years i gt add maths this good.. haiz.. constant practice is my solution~

Signing off~

Finally~

finally i've spend my day meanningly in this holiday~

Morning

- wake up had breakfast @ home ( bacon and ham ) yummi thx mummi!
- prepare for Mr. Huan~
- Follow Mr. Ray go tuition (no transport go mom and dad went to work)
- attend Mr. Huan tuition
- Kena Frm mr huan ejek (damm!)
- syok

Afternoon

- Go birdie mia hse play ps2
- go had lunch @ kfc jaya jusco
- went bak to play ps2 with mr bird
- go photostate cert
- balik rumah
- main computer
- use lifesteal pawn ppl

Night

- add maths tuition
- do add maths question
- go bkt beruang
- discuss stuff
- lim teh
- go rempit
-balik rumah ~

my day~
signing off

High School Campfire

Haiz.. No Comment.. Brothers dun angry if u guys saw this post...
haha. went mhs campfie today.. kinda bored... songs keep on repeat and repeat and repeat..
duno wat's happening~ no makalela~ sian lo.. sian gila.. the theme was nice but.. ntg to say.. so lillte schools attend.. then so messy~ totally didnt enjoy.. they keep on cha cha and cha cha and cha cha.. if nt is low low low or you... you... Omg.. ok la complements to yr fire.. boric acid + copper sulphate + methanol = green flame with cool effects ... nice huh??
damm smokey but nice~

didnt blog yday.. kinda tired.. played with my psp the whole nite.. same as today.. keep on play and play and play.. went dota session today as usual.. pawned ppl with Spectre till god like.. haha
so syok~ hav my vanguard + shoe + radiance = killer.. nice equation huh? ^^

Hurray!!

Hurray ! exam is over and holiday is near~ fun fun fun awaits me... est was a bullshit paper.. waste of time only.. it's so damm easy.. think can score an A.. haha.. so syok..having plans for holidays.. having a busy holiday.. gt camps and other activity.. might go to a national campfire also at ipoh.. wanna join ?? haha

kinda moody this night.. didnt realli hav the mood to study physics went out wit me old junk motor and went jalan jalan around town.. kinda relax.. go slow see ppl, see the buildings but no awek to see. haha.. go bunga raya drink the famous liang teh then make a big round at town before i head home.. spend 45mins around town.. cool ?? hehe

Omg i saw 1 car at bukit beruang fly into the big drain.. the car crashes a water paip before it went into the drain.. the water paip burst and cause a huge water fountain.. kinda nice~ lot of ppl are taking photo wif their camera and do ntg to help the victim~ urrmm i think the idiot came out d. haha

signing off~

Wesak Day~

Wake up early today.. yday slpt at 2.. wake up around 7.15.. gila tired man.. fuhh i tell u.. wish i dun leave my bed... haha.. after preparing myself.. went to ske for service~ haha.. once a year devote to god doesnt kill u rite? haha.. acc. i suppose to take joss stick frm whr ppl put it and put into the big black plastic bag.. but insted i went to service in the "Pindapata" (alrms giving) session.. haha.. I called it peanut butta session.. Lolx =D it's fun~ walk bare foot in the hot sun following the Monks who receive rice, food and other stuff frm the public... walk around bachang area then go jln ong kim wee then back to ske.. started around 9.40 and guess wat. to walk a small around it takes around 2 hours to finish.. my job?? take rice which are received by the monks and put into a pail and take it along the way~ if its full ppl ske comittee will take frm me.. i tell u.. sound easily but it's not easily! some times the rice could be hot and i have to hug the pail.. not carry.. then the hot sun somemore.. but it's a nice exprience~ damm syok~ went dota after tat.. me team wif jason vs kk and lye.. lo.. syok habis~ i no feeder liao haha.. can pawn somemore.. i lik the hero i used today~ vengeful spirit and also specter.. specter.. damm keng.. dunno y.. juz ulti then teleport the the enemy hero the damage dunno why so keng then they die d.. jajaja.. =D

2mro add maths exam but can go service @ ske and also have dota after tat. haha dunno how sia.. no mood to study 2day.. so tired and moody. look at the book for 5 sec then sian d.. ^^ dunno why.. jialat.. 2mro sure fail add maths mia..

enjoying moist chocolate cake while writing this blog (baked by aunt) So nice.. long time she no bake cheese cake and also chocolate cake d.. this piece so big summore terror man. i eat solo..

signing off~ tired this 2 days.. moody

hope tat ppl stop msg me asking on relationship stuff wif me.. getting bored with it.. plz ppl stop bugging me~

Wesak Eve~

Fun Fun Fun!! Was totally cool.. Went Wesak day procession today.. so fuN!! Saw alot nice floats.. Nice decorations.. monks blessing people with holy water and etc.. haha.. me and some frens are street collectors!! collect donations from generous people at mlk.. walk here and thr with the tabung and see people give money.. so happy.. the donations are meant for ske... wow.. 1st time see people donate money lik donate water.. they keep on giv even it's it's coins and some rm1 notes. but sedikit sedikit lama lama jadi bukit~ hehe.. the donation box.. i tell u.. it's damm heavy!! mine is alot paper notes till cant enter any more d.. then my tabung (tabung 9) ws taken by my fren.. took theirs.. wow .. seriously wanna kill them... their tabung (tabung 11) was hell.. so so so heavy~ i think most of it is coins. damm.. anyway enjoyed myself.. so tired. legs aching as my "good frens" pass the tabung giv me.. instead helping me...

so tired.. signin off.
*nites*

Get Over with it... Plz~

Haiz.. life is so up.. keep on think on stupid things make me cant even conentrate on studies.. damm.. wat the hell is happening?? ivan low.. wake up!! dun be stuck up any more..

To--> Girl 1
I'm not a puppet..I'm not meant to be played around..I dont like it when u say " I miss u.."I nvr like it when u say "I wanna meet u"..It just doesnt sounds rite...
U break up with me and now u sounds wanna be back with me..
Wat the hell? When u loved me u shower me with love..
when u dont u throw me aside lik a piece of JUNK?!
damm~
Plz get on with life.. i can only offer frenship to u.. hope tats all. i dun wan to listen all the crapt u say.. juz stop the stupid things u say.. If possible juz stay away frm my life... it over and gt over with it B*itch~

Here is a quote~
You're a Bitch when...
You doesn't seems to care about wat people feels
You doesn't seems to know when to Shut The Fuck Up (STFU)

Now to --> Girl 2
now i'm relieved on wat had happen.. at least u understand me for wat had happen to me..
althought it hurts for wat i had to tell u.. but hope u wont be disappointed..

Hav a open hse dinner at aunt hse.. mouth pain~ cant really eat.. T.T eat nasi goren and some black pepper chic.. but i love the black peper chic.. damm nice~

was so boring.. nothing to do.. chat wif my lovely cousin.. share with her about wat happen to me this few days on my f***ed up life...haha~

2mro wesak d lo! gointhe procession.. so syok~ taking tabung for donation.. hehe taking jeannie place.. jeannie u bad girl.. ponteng this year.. later buddha punish u for be a bad girl.. haha..2mro dun wan dota d.. i watch better.. save $$.. no cash lately.. went movie spree for 2days d spend rm20+ including snacks .. damm.. shld not go but it's worth it.. sayang myself for once.. ahaha ^^ Jean thx for sending the songs.. Hugs for u..

tats all~

Lotz to tell, lazy wanna type.. cut down d.. Kinda lengthy today..

WOW.. Super thumbs up for Iron man.. nice story line~ i think change abit frm the comic.. but still ITS COOL !! Hope can be lik stark.. rich, hav nice hse, nice asst, nice car, nice heart also NICE suit.. haha... Hope the 2nd part will be nice as his fren will be the WAR MACHINE.. HEHE
Iron MAN & War Machine.. Kinda make sense.. make suit frm million parts of small chips frm missle.. then can whack ppl will metal robotic arm powered by hydraulics.. kinda physics concept here.. but the fly part dun ask me dunno anyt on aviation.. ^^ btw a nice line " 30 Gigavolts?! It can run yr heart for 50 life times" (dunno the line is completely correct o ntbut it's around thr la)

Went dentist to check my teeth.. damm. Changed location... >.< The damm idiot didn call and told me.. make me travel around town in this Freaking hot whether.. Also.. the fella can say " U sure u datang betul tempat" once i reach whr the idiot transfer to.. wat the hell ?? It's not funny once after travel around town in this hot hot whether.. SO unlucky.. a newb (jz graduate frm dentistry) did my teeth today. n it HURTS lik helll.. her hands are shivering and she uses force unnecessary.. damm..

Did something stupid yday.. remember 2day.. haha.. ^^ i wrote a line " You are a Bitch when...
you doesn't seems to care and juz dont know when to Shut The Fuck Up !!" Cool? the graph paper was lik travelling around class during chemi paper2.. nearly kena frm teacher.. nasib tak kena.. if not.. masuk pejabat whack my buttocks.. dun wan hurt my 2 lil cute butt. haha

Mr huan.. dun la waste time.. wasted around 20 minutes or more(in total) juz to say.. dun rely on tips u'll regret then he tell story lo.. say gt 1 school 1 teacher do tuition class.. he leak the question paper to attach more students. his students gt good result in monthly mid year and also trial paper for pmr due to his leakage of question.. then manatau pmr all the students gt B... he ngap here ngap there.. waste our $$ .. haiz.. btw.. Jo i dunno u hav a "sweet voice" haha.. Jo dun be angry if u see this.. haha.. Kinda lengthy today.. sry~

14th May Dad's & lil Bro's B'day

14th may.. a day whr my dad and bro share their bday.. haha.. so ngam~ went makan @ a restaurant @ batu berendam.. so full. gt fish, gt chicken, gt mee sua, gt babi ( my fav.), gt taufu.. alot summ la.. eat till fulll full.. Syoknya~ hehe so long no go restaurant eat these type of food..

btw.. there is cake!! My aunt professional baker.. sell jelly to Renaissance Melaka Hotel de le during mooncake festival.. mai siao siao.. pro man.. sometimes they even order cake to sell as their cake~ swt.. noob de hotel.. so if u go thr.. u might eat cake bake by my aunt.. haha..ok here is one of her creation on my bday.. It makes u drop saliva man!!

Mine!

YUMMY!

This is wat she bake today (down)~ Mouth watering??
Of COURSE! Yum Yum~

Before Cutting the cake~

Inside Strawberry cream!! Smarties~

Bio Paper + Kro + 1st blog here

2day had my bio paper.. damm tough even with tips.. haiz didnt realli prepared for this examination as juz before this exam, i've to prepare with my pentarafan pengakap raja @ malacca scout camp.. damm.

after doin p1, i slpt.. didnt even notice i slpt.. was waked up by fren.. p2 was the toughest.. damm didnt read bout respiration ( human ) @#$%.. haiz.. p3 quite ez but allocation of marks is damm high 3 marks per question??! haiz.. crapy exam~

downloading kro.. wanna play private server again~ haha.. wanna find a good private server.. nlro was nice but the system totally was a bad one~ juz donate u'l have goood cards.. not fair!

1st blog @ blogger.com hehe.. ^_^