* Vicious Circle *

Ok.. I've stopped blogging like for weeks.. Mayb i;m just to lazy and i'm like have so many things to think and so many shit to worry.. Alot stuff happened to me lately... I mean alot...

Well, i made a kinda smart and stupid decision for myself which is to enrole myself to A-levels in Inti Nilai. How ironic is tat? I like there yet i hate there... The place is so quiet.. A very nice place and a good enviroment for study.. But no entertainment there.. even at melaka is better... Hello, wat i'm doing?? But paid for all the fees d.. so too late to do any back up .. well, i hope i can know frens and also Pretty girls there la.. HOPEFULLY la.. well everyone is like going taylors or sunway... stucked myself in inti.. LOL... never mind lo.. Still can secretly go kl myself since i dun give a damn.. bout my parents.. skipping my orientation... i hate talks and those boring stuff. i just wan to go classes tats alll.. i dun pay for talks and orientation shit..

Life is like boring.. Seriously i mean it.. My routine is like wake up, go for lunch, go jalan at dp or mp find my stuff or just sleep whole afternoon in my brother's room with full blast aircond or on9..then wake up at night on9 on9 on9 or watch movie till very late.. Well, this life sucks.. My friends? dunno go where d.. seriously no contact at all except like jh, bird or ray, others is like *die d ke?* dun care lol... everyone can plan go outing or wat withput calling me no problem de.. I dun care lo.. they go lo.. next time i go outing dun call thm.. tats all.. no big deal..
Wei qian went Ns. Tong go kuantan (dunno true or not) work.. Kek Ns i think. Bern pergi kl taylors study liao. Then others like jh is working. Others I THINK DIE D.. no contact at all. so i assume they either is playing game whole day whole night which is so fucking boring for me.. dunno how they live that kinda of fucking life.
Having this fucked up life for like one month is like hell on earth. Same routine everyday... No holidays no enjoyment of life. Just bored myself to death. Well, life is this.. have to accept it lo.. sian...