When everything goes wrong, some how things will slowing go right.
Sometimes it takes some time to wait things to get right.
There are questions and solutions.
Things for me are getting slighty better now.

However, Melaka. 4 Days I'm Leaving this place.
Gonna leave this sucky place till who knows when
Gonna forget most of the babes and dudes.
Going to a Better Place.

What a Life.

My Life is Wow.
People who owes me money is avoiding me.
Most of my friends, are all F.U.C.K.E.D UPS
Staying at home doing nuts.
Have no place currently in Cyber.
Damn interesting.

My New Resolution.

1. Reset My Biological Clock
2. Be Active in Student Activities in LKW.
3. Stay Single for now?
4. Save some for LENS
5. Snap More & More PICTURES

Coffee

Coffee...

Best Coffee in town

served by Calenthine Cafe @ Dataran Pahlawan or Jonker Street.

Enjoy

The Rotten Mentality of the Current Society.

When the technology strives as time goes by. By the last 100 years. Human has achieved a great a great milestone in every field of studies and numerous ingenious inventions which aided to achieve intellectual and technological advancement. With all these tech gadgets around, from fan to an air-conditioner, from a Electron Microscope to the Hubble Space Telescope, every aspect of our living had changed since the 100 years. Our basic need originate from water, food and shelter revolutionize to tap water, television, IPods, and etc. Thus, resulting in a society that spends more on things they want rather than the things they need. Updating and following up these gadgets are always been the picture for those rich and famous. Comparing who’s having the most updated gadgets is now a sick sight of the society. IPods, Laptops, Mp3 Players, LCD Television, PSP, Nintendo Wii, Ps3, XBOX 360, etc… Isn’t that pathetic? Why should we compare which gadget we have? Aren’t those gadgets supposed to be handy when in need? Or it’s just a mere item for show off to your friends?

Money, another reason why our society is so rotten. When the world was using barter trade, where trade was made between two parties and was consider fair form my opinion because the trade will only be a success if both parties reach an agreement. However as time goes, people started using money is various forms e.g. shells, silver, gold and etc. When this happens, all the problems start too. Some people will be rich and poor and the society is starting to rot. Where is most of the cases where the rich have so much wealth to spend on luxurious items when the poor strive and work for just an small amount of money. Why we need so much money? I know that without money we cannot do shit. But, how much money we need actually? Why people always want to be rich? Why they want pamper themselves with expensive and lavish items? What money can buy? Everything? I do not know. Without money, I’m nothing. Without Me, Money is nothing. Everyone wants to have a decent job, where you sit in a ac room, spend your day from 9-5 and get nicely paid. No one wants to drive the dumpster or a cleaner. The world should not be like this. What we need so much money? So we can buy what ever we want? Go where ever we wish? Have no financial worries? Gosh… Money is something but why the society is so sick so ill that they see money as something that is so vital and important and they are willing to do anything just to earn money? When people ask you what you want to do, normally the expected answer is C.E.O, Director, Doctor, Engineer, Successful Businessman or those high paid jobs rather than a cleaner, a policeman, a teacher, or those sucky jobs.
When you give a weird carrier or a field of study where no one knows, they usually ask, THAT JOB HIGH PAY MEH?
Damn, whats wrong with the society???? FUCK YOU ALL!!
I went through this when I intend to switch from A-levels to Diploma in Graphic Design and Technology. The reason I felt to stop my A-Levels is because that I feel that I’m just following what others do, study a few years, suffer for a few year, then work with big company and get high pay. LOL. This make me laugh!!! Why Should I do what I do not really interested at? Why Should I do something I’m not really Happy with?

The Society is so FUCKED Up, Rotten and Corrupt..

friends

I never had friend whom I wish to have.
there ain't always people around

"Those that I can hang out with.
The people that I can depend on.
The people who won't go missing out of the blue.
Those who care
Those who call you for outing"
Asking for those friends
are just mere Naive Thinking.

Where is the reunion? Never gonna be one I guess.
No one cares. No one gives a damn.
Everyone just go on their own way.
everyone just mix within their own bubble and their own circle.

Just that my friends change as time pass.
Or
I'm the One who have changed?

No common Interest i Guess?

reset the button.
Adios. Melaka and the
F.u.C.K.i.N.g B.o.R.i.N.G
P.e.o.p.L.3.s
Fu.CK y.O.u A.L.l

will be in
my place to shine.
L.iM.koK.Wi.N.9

Life.

F.Y.I This is a post whereby it does not based on anyone I met or anyone I'm around with.

Life is a very big thing.
There are like infinite topic to talk about life.
What is Life?
How did Life Begins?
Life is fragile.We can come and go in a split second.
Happiness and Sadness a few of how our feelings are.
We cry when we sad. We laugh when we are happy.
We learn from our parents from young.
We go to school when we are children.
We mix with our friends when we grow up.
We work after graduate.
We fall in love with someone we love.
When we learn things when we grow up.
How to do this and how to do that.
Getting scold for doing things the wrong way.
Things get more complicated when we grow up.
Choices getting more and more.
Decisions made cannot be change and might affect who we are in near future.
Getting old and weak
and Die one day heading through the unknown darkness.

Death and Life.
Are the antonyms which still puzzle the mankind.
What is life?
What is death?
Cradles and Coffins.
Cradle where the new born sleeps with Warmth.
While the death sleeps in the coffin with Cold and Silent.
People we know
Leave one by one.
Death of those whom we know getting more and more
as we grow older and older
Wondering when our time comes to sleep 6 feet under the ground.

Love and Friendship
An abstract feeling
An unknown bond
which ties two individuals
to be closer when they are not tied by blood.
We make friends as we step foot to schools, college, and society.
But we also love friends along the way.
Best friends become Enemies
Enemies become Best Friends.
Friends become Lovers.
Lovers become Foes.
The cycle just evolve round and round.
We dare to sacrifice for our Friends.
We ought to protect our Love Ones.
Mistakes, Misjudgement and also Misunderstandings.
Cause tears in the warm pillow.
Cause bonds to be broken.
Emotions and Questions.
Relationships come and go.
Breakups and Continuation of a Relationship
Occurs every second.

Enjoy Life when we still can.
Go on have fun.
In the end
Life is just FUCKED Up.

心墙

两个人知道太多。想到太多。
等下个天亮，把窗打开
看那蔚蓝的天空。
两个人的心
就有一个心墙。
承经的爱跳过这心墙。
不知不觉
心墙越来越高。
彼此的距离愈来愈远。
你可以说我伤害你的感情。
我敢说，
我现在真的尽力对你好好。
现在。 。 。
爱不爱都痛

Obscenity

Obscenity literally it means foul, repulsive either in words, images or actions.
It is common when people say think obscene equals sexy undressed girls.
However obscenity can be either in the situation above or even just a foul word as Fuck.

People always relate Obscenity to Perverts.
This is wrong. So wrong.
Looking at a girl with Bikini at the Beach.
Watching Movies with Sexually Explicit scenes.
Does that really mean that you are a pervert?
Some people does disagree on that.
But come on.
Think Maturely and Openly.
Guys are attracted to girls
AND
Girls are attracted to guys
If Obscenity is wrong,
Why there is Porn?
Why girls still wear Bikini?
Why there is still sexually explicit scenes in Movies?
Why is there shirts that shows almost Half of the Girls BREAST?

In this world, Almost Millions of people work with Industry that is closely related to OBSCENITY why don't you consider them as Perverts?
Because they are Professionals?
Because they earn money this way?
If Obscenity is WRONG, why in the first place the industry is THERE?
If it is wrong why still there people working in those industries?
Man, this is so AWKWARD and Contridicting.
Models, Photographers, Directors, Film Producers, Actors, Lingerie Designers, Artists and the list goes on and on...
Do you realised? That people in these industries are RICH PEOPLE??
Not say I'm trying to be a Stereotype or judge.
Obscenity is a very Normal thing in the world,
It has been in thise world as long as Humans walk on the surface of the earth.

A Women's Body is an Art.

Here Guys.... Once again after a long time...

200th

"Your Idea Sucks!!"
"What Career Can You Achieve With This Diploma?!"
That's what I get with an exclamation mark.
Should I ignore and Go What I Want?
Or Live Up to Their Expectations and What They Want Me to Be?

Any idiot can face a crisis - it's day to day living that wears you out.

Do not dwell in the past, do not dream of the future, concentrate the mind on the present moment.

Damn.. I'm Lost. In My World. My Thoughts. My Thinking. FUCK FUCK FUCK.
I'm So SO Lost with my Mind.
I cant concentrate on everything I do.
Cant drive with full attention.
Cant Sleep well.
Have thoughts that keep on haunt my mind.
Decisions and Choices that I need to take and make
WHICH DETERMINES MY LIFE.
My career and my Future will be
my choice now.
why we need to make choices and decisions in life?
A step wrong and there is no turning point.
Life have no turning point.
I know I'm not born genius.
I know I'm not a born artist.
I know I'm not an born athlete.

I need inputs!
ABOUT ME.

Playboy,
Thats the name which most people imprinted on me.
Because I spend most my time with girls?
Having girlfriend one after another?
But AM I ?
You tell yourself..
Answer yourself.
You tell me.

Of so many relationships,
I'm not sure how many of them I truely love.
But there are some who I'd true love.
Well, Here is some of Reminiscence of My Past.

First of the few girls which hopped into my life. Well, you got it right.
Christine Lee.
A Petite Cute Girl. Single Child. She is complicated indeed. Very.
Things didnt went well.
Misunderstanding. Cold War. Stupidity.
That is a good formula for a immature break up.
I'd Screwed up in the end. Hurt her when she need confort from me.
Tried to patch things up for a few times.
But things didnt go well. However it just get things from bad to worst.

The second girl I'd love is Carmen.
A very very Sweet and Pretty girl.
She is a princess. Sweet and Lovable.
A girl whom guys will fall for.
The relationship was perfect.
I mean PERFECT.
Very sweet sweet relationship for months.
But Nothing are Perfect right?
So as usual.
It broke off after months of sweeet honeymoon time as she cant accept me for being a lil younger than her.

Charis Lee. Another girl whom I'd fall for.
After I've my license, this relationship is a wonder!
Like riding a rocket to the moon.
Blasting off away..
We go beach to the weekend just to see the sun sets.
Sweet talking when the sea breeze blow.
Driving around Melaka without direction.
yet She ended up cheating on me.

All the girls above having names starting with "C".
Is the coincidence? Or its just random?
I'd never being single since high school.
Why? I'm not sure either? Am I the type that hops in and out of relationships?
Am I the type that is meant to Hurts A Girl feeling?
Am I the type that is meant to be Breakup after a relationship?

Another relationship is coming to the end when I didnt really expect it coming..
Its so sudden. When the memories of walking around KL town.
XXX-ingXXX in the tiny room.
The pXXXy XrXXXX of hers in my hands.
Huging and cuddling together.
feeding me food of huge quantity.
Bad cooking of hers.

What should I do?

KK 18th Bday!! Wooo....