4 hours of hardwork and patience

4 hours of hardwork and patience

Life lately.. An Update..

Have a break... Take a Gui Ling Gao or tortoise cake. i love this chinese herbal jelly.. its nice...
Went to berjaya times square to havee this lurvely black jellii ~~
Damage : rm7
Pleasure: 8/10

Work work work... Assignments... table is so bloody messy..

design studies can kill you.. Seriously ~~

This is my Baby... She send 3 years together with me... Movies, Virus, Reformat, Dota session, Online, Music, Downloads.. She do everything with me for 3 years.. too bad.. she is at a limit already... but she is still in tip top condition... will still be using her for sometime.. some of my stuff is still in thr..

This is my new Babe.. I lurve her so much

Her brain : intel quadcore 2.33 GHz

Her speed : 4 GB Ram

Her eyes : Nvidia GT 9800

Her face : Lg 20" LCD

Her stomach : 800 Gb Hdd

what else i can ask from her?

I will add her speed in some time in the future to be 16GB ram ~~

Muacks.. Thanks to my parents.. I have this new babe...

Love ~

The Ugly Truth

The truth is always ugly.
There are time when we need to make a move,
But didnt,
That is not we are weak.
Its we feel that sometime we are just not good enough for HER.
Because sometimes we just want someone we just feel that,
We are unwillingly to compete with someone better off.

Men doesn't like to be control. We like to be control.
We cant help it. Its in our gene. We are born that way.
We do not like to be told all the time.
When we realise something is wrong.
We will correct it. But we hate being told to be Corrected.
When we suppose to say something but cant,
We are just out of words or just do not know what to say.
At most we just cant cope with all the input coming.

Call us ASSHOLES but,
Guys are guys.
Men and Men.
We flirt, We do sweet talk when
We're SINGLE.
Girls always think that we break their heart.
But who'd break OURS?
the answer is just GIRLS.
They say they want
Romance.
True Love.
But
Girls always find the guy who only fit to their criteria.
Money over substance.
Looks over Soul.
Is he Handsome? Is he Tall?
Is he Perfect? Is he Rich?
and the list comes on and on.
No matter how girls always have their own set of checklist
for the criteria they want from US.

Emo.

Watching Love Stories Alone.
Asking where is the hug when you need it.
Walking back home Alone.
Asking Where is the accompany when you need it.
Seeing couples cuddling on by the park bench.
Asking Where is the Love when you need it.
I don't want to do this any longer.

Ivan,
You look so dump rite now.
Cut it out already.
Its time to go on.
Ready or not.
It's over right now.
Curtains Closed and
Lights is off.
What you're doing at the mainstage?

Should Have Say NO.
But Do you expect I will say NO?
no...
It was a moment of weakness.
The point of breakdown.
The cliff you fall from.

I Need Chivas, Absolut, Bacardi cocktail with a twist of Love and Hate.
Be Drunk in the sea of Booze and get knocked down.
Hopefully lose my MEMORIES in the same time

I Should Go for a Vacation

I Should Go for a Vacation.

But

Alone or With someone?

失败的人

还以为我从前走过的幸福之路。
但是所走上的路，让太多泪水流。
让太多的女生含着泪水的夜晚，
让太多被伤害的心。
留下太多难过的伤痕，
留下太多深刻的阴影。
爱情之道，我不符合走上吗？
孤单寂寞的感受尝过了，
背叛的那一刀也被刺过了。
谎言的狡猾，实话的诚恳。
难道就是要承受永久的孤单吗？
难道就是要承受不断的分手吗？
难道就是永生单生吗？
没人关心的滋味，被人排挤的现象
朋友，恋人。
瞬间不见。
当你觉得自己走上了一个
稳固的道路时，
停一停，想一想
你是不是真的在对的那道路。
当你觉得你自己的生活过得很好的那刻
发现你的生活的一切开始渐渐的消失，
你会觉得怎样？
当你的过去的恋情，当你的厌恶的阴影
当你的从前的一切，
全部突然，瞬间冲来时
有希望，但不能拥有
你会怎?

Writers Block.

Writers block.. It always happens when I open this bloody page.