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说好的幸福呢？

在一段感情里，女生应该被疼爱，那是当然的。之外，我们男生也是应该被疼爱回。在感情里，
我知道你需要认定我爱你又多深，我又多想念你。但是，我也没可能天天讲啊。
我多想念你，我珍惜这段感情，我多爱你;
这些我不需要去讲，
我不需要大声地说出来。
认定你做我女友，就是我喜欢你
把我的爱挂在窗口边，让风带去你那。
把你的芬香洒在我身上，让我知道你在我身旁。
有些事情，
我们不用以日重复。

爱我的话，给我一个回答
给我一句话。
只要一句爱我的话，
就是我的认定。
思念我的话，
给我爱的一个电话，
只要你思念我的一句话。

我不了解你
我不明白你
我想念你
我爱你
可是我不要
浪费每一刻快乐
尽享受我们的时刻。
让世界知道你是我的。
你要认定，我的诺言就是你的认定
你要表示，我的来电就是你的表示

有些东西，我不能给你。
有些东西，我不要以日每复。

绳子放掉，或许会再也拉不回来同样的那一条绳子。
放掉了，来回或许会是另一条绳子。
怎么了？
开心与不开心的日子，
你一一在数着吗？
手累了吗？
你要放手了吗？
说好的幸福呢？

Life is Like a Drama.

Life is like WHATEVER.
Dramas, Comedy, Actions, Deceptions, Betrayal.
Whoa.. There is way much more in life than that.
When I came to Inti, I thought that INTI was a nice place.
A place where friends are true,
Free from High School Drama
and There wont be much happening.
I am neutral to everyone.
But I just dislike some people,
The way the talk,
How they treat people,
Well, I do not know them well enough to say that,
But I just stayed neutral,
Try not to get into everything and every drama
Do not want to be INVOLVED in the
IMMATURED DRAMA which is the same as High School.
Its just Silly and Stupid to do that.

Grow up people.
I guess that I wont be heard.
Since I'm nobody in the college.
So It doesnt matters.
Everyone is different ( damn it Ivan keep on repeat )
Tinking,
Experience,
Methods to solve problems,
Way they speak,
How they treat people,
IS DIFFERENT
Speaking as a Completely Third Party Observer With No Personal Gain,
I can say, We as third party can just advise and they them
what is going wrong and it depends to individual to
Accept it or Reject it.
I don't Mind that one smoke
I don't Mind that one drinks
I DO MIND when Jerks and Bitches Mess with my Friends Life OR MINE

Inti,
Full with Drama
Whoa.. Never knew INTI Was like that.
Too bad, I'm leaving.
Too bad, Gonna miss some people here.
Too bad, I'd miss all the DRAMAS.
Damn

THINK TWICE~

Wake up from my nap. On my Laptop, visit my blog and wowWOWwowWOWwowWOW!!
Damn it, someone actually don't like my blog..
Quite surprise... Well, I cant do anything that personal attacks and flaming of one's blog can be so pissed off. Damn, I was pissed off. I mean it. Seriously. "You Suck" from an UNKNOWN MALAY GIRL. So uncivilised, well, I wish a very thank you. Just because I posted some of my collections of pretty girls to SHARE with my Friends, she became so sensitive about it. Call me a pervert, Call me an asshole or Merely I SUCK. It doesn't matter to me.

I'm who I AM. Open Mindedly Its Just a Picture of Girls. Not say you never see girls in bikini suit before in movies. Its the same thing and Another Thing which make things funny is,

IF she don't like my blog, why in the first place did SHE even bothered to FOLLOW my BLOG, which to her SUCKS?
Seriously, It Just MAKE ME LAUGH! Is this a FUCKING JOKE?
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!

Come on, my blog is darn interesting... Please think before you speak, Please think before you act, That is why people say, THINK TWICE!

Life

"College is a Place where You can Hit the RESET Button and BE who You want To BE. "
Dwight Stifler


But Does that Apply in M'sia?
I know I can lie all the away.
Be someone which is not me.
However, We cannot hide our true identity forever right?
It's just Sad and Sickening to See People in College
Is Faking
Is Acting
Is Lying
Is Hiding
Is Concealing
Who they really are.


The Local Students Cina Beng,
Geeks, Try to Be Cool and fit in
Eng Educated Kids, Show Off and Brag their Way As usual.
Its a sad sign.
No doubt there are people who are truthful and honest.
But its just a lil number compared to the ones which doesnt do that.


Ipod, Mp3, Earphones, Headphones, Backphones Hanging on the ears.
Leading to future hearing loss.
Dota, Online Games, L4D, CyberCafe.
Waste of time. Hmm..
Been here for almost 2 Semesters, but It's just like school.
Nothing much about college.
Without noticing, time just pass and I always wonder why did I come to Inti.
Its a nice place.
It got tons of activities.
But I just feel that, something is lacking.


Friendship, the second bond we know after learning what is family bond. When we are young and naive, we can make friends easily by playing together or even after a fight. However, its obvious that that condition doesnt apply anymore. Its funny that after we grow up into teens and young adults, we tend to care less about people's business and the seeds of friendship just stop being planted to us. Misjudge, First sight impression of Me, is always so so not good.
People always judge and also give comments. Negative and positive

Well, I'm not satisfy with my results, my achievement, my skills and my life.
Things given are not fair certainly, So I just have to bear with it.
I understand why I cant have everything.
But, I'm contented yet I'm not satisfied.
Contridicting isn't it?
It just doesn't make sense.
I want certain things in my life.
I do not know what is lacking and
do not even know what I want!
Money?
Girls?
Cars?
*No Idea*

Fuck. Is what I can only say. Friends from years back then disappear. Have activities without your prior notice. Forget you and yet you cant do anything. Its disappointing that friends use you and then throw you. Friends ditch you, Forget you.

Life is unpredictable.

My life, is having ups and downs. Confused in this stream of confusion.
Blinded by ilusions. Who will understand me?

Another outing with Cae and Ling..

The Place : Calanthe Art Cafe
The Cousins

Cae and Bear

Me and Ling

Me and Cae

The cousins again

The 3 musketeers: Cae, Kui fang, Jo-AsS

Caught in Action

Jo Ass Malu

Hawt? Future Head Prefect, Future Top Ass Model.. XD

Photos

Photos Can Store Memories.
Photos Can Tell Stories.
Photos Can Say a Thousand Words.
Photos Can Store Data.
Photos Can Show Our Feelings.

A Camera Snap Photos.

But can a Photo Store all the memories about you?
It can store your beauty.
It can save your smiles.
But I doubt that a Photo can be Used to Eternalize
The Times We Had.

Sometimes there are things that are meant to be saved in our memories.
But not Photos.

I'm might to a far far place.
To learn what I want to Learn.
What I'm Interested In.
But The Road Down Is Unclear for Me.
Very Unclear.
Future Down is Murky.
I dunno whether I can Do it or Not.

I dunno I should go for it or Just Follow Peoples Path.
I want to have An Interesting Job.
Meet People Everywhere.
I want to Travel The World.
But the Road to Creativity
Will It Stop Me From Going Further?
I've no talent in Drawing.
But I'm going for Digital Design.
I'm not good in Arts.
And I'm going to this Field
Where the Professional Says Its a Hard Road.
I've no Heart to Continue what I'm Doing now.
But Can I survive years in Arts?
Creativity, Ideas, Brain Storming,
Dog eat Dog world.
Survival of the Fittest.

I've no mood,
I've no Heart.
To learn and Study what I'm Studying Now.
I want to DO things that is Practical.
I want to Learn Skills.
I do not want to do 100% Theoritical Exams.

HOW?
Damn It.
I'm Collapsing...

Diploma in Graphic Design & Multimedia in Kuching?

LimKokWing Kuching offers Diploma in Graphic Design.

Interested in this.

Hobby based Career?

I wanted a job that is always different everyday.
As a photographer,
I can acomplish that.
Imagine Fashion Week.
Gucci, Prada, Channel, Louis Vuitton
Models, Lingeries,

Cool if i can DO that isnt?

Confused.

Off for now.

Can I?

Can I Rejuvinate Myself in Fountain of Youth?
Can I forget My Memory?

World Crushing

cccccccRRRRAaaaAAAAAAssssSSSSSSShhHHHhhhHHH

My world is crushing. Coming apart. Test, Finals, AS. Everthing is like a time bomb clicking every second to doom. That is how i feel like. Distractions and Cravings are just too big to overcome than the small will i have now. What I do now? So Lost.
Time management? Meditation?

Just feel to dip myself in the water. Drown in the water.
Seeing blues and bubbles.

Losing myself.
Biological Clock still unadjust.
My mind is tired.
My body is not.
My mind is not concentration a single bit.
My body says it is ready for anything.

HOW?????????????????!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

HOW??????????????????????????????!!!!!!!!!!

I'M Fucked Up

in short F U

Guys, Enjoy.

Wild Clock

Sleepless nights, My Biological Clock is goin wild.
Sleep at 5. Wake Up at 7.
Class at 8. Sleep at 12, 2 or 4.
Wake Up. Dinner. Sleep.
Gosh..
Terrible..
F***
How did my body get used to this kinda of time

Gonna get my biological clock tuned and re-adjust.

Girls Are Not Born To Be Understanding.

Girls.
Never Born to Be Matured and Understanding.
All in their mind is Just Selfish-ness and Zero Trust frm them.
Feminist out there lets debate it out.
Bitches. a.k.a Girls,
will never be Understanding enough to understand that Guys have limits to evrything.
They will always WANT Their Boyfriend or Husband to do this and that.
Without realising their Lovers Limits.
Forcing them to do things that the lovers or friends things they do not want.
Girls Just Doubt and Worry Every Single thing Possible.
They never be Matured Enough to think deeply that things isnt that way.
They just think with their own stupid mindset.
For example, when things go smoothly in a relationship and they guy say that he need to study, the girl will just simply think and worry that something is wrong in the relationship which is Sooo Not. It's because the Relationship is Stable and Smooth, the GUY expect the girl to know that everything is going well and He needs time to focus on studies.
We Boys Cant Stick To YOU 24/7.
We Boys Cannot Buy Every Single Thing In The Mall
We Boys Dont Show Our Affection
We Boys Dont Show How We Feel
We Boys Dont Express What We Think
AND
IT DOESNT MEAN WE DONT CARE!

Just that girls will just never think how guys think and vice versa.
Girls follow there so called "Heart and Feelings"
While Guys are "Reason"

*will be continued*

Hampa.

Wondering.. Did you tell any1 anything?

Domino and Pizza Hut.

Pizzas

Round. Tomato Sauce. Pepperoni. Is what you think of Pizza

Donimo's and Pizza Hut
They serve Pizza, Mushroom Soup and Garlic Bread.
yet they are so different in terms of
Taste
Price
Flavours
Selections

Things are so different although they serve pizza

Randomness

Arggg..
My brain is Collapsing...
My Heart is Breaking
My Feelings is Unknown.
My Body is Exhausted.
My Craving is Growing.
My Love is Crying.

What can I Do?

Do I Love Her?

I don't get her.
She dont get me.
I want this.
She want that.
I think this.
She think that.
I go east.
She go west.
I Shout
She Cries.

She ask.
I don't.
She helps.
I don't.
She express.
I don't.
She care.
Do I?
She need reason.
I ask why.
She is Emo.
I'm not
She is Complicated.
I'm Weird.
She chats with my friend.
I Can't.
She plans surprises.
I don't.

Losing Grip on Everything.

Picta Of Da Day.