Saturday Part 1

Today~ Urmmm Let me think what i do...
1st thing i do is I open my eyes!
2nd : I see the curtain... I see I'm hugging my pillow
3rd: check my phone

Then went swimming after my morning wash~
Wow.. Almost 2 months+ no swim liao.. Karat siot~ Puncit siot... No stamina liao...
Gonna build up my stamina..Nid to go jogging and keep fit ~
Currently dunno why I'm so health cautious.. Goin through detox.. Have simple meals with high fibre stuff... F.Y.I the shit come out really diff colour than normal..
I eat 2 oat meals per day.. 1 morning, 1 as supper...
Normally i add 1 banana, 1 spoon of brown sugar (if the oat damm tasteless) and 4 Scoops of oat.. Accually damm nice... Hooked on high fibre meals... Try it for few days.. You really feel the difference...

After swimming then i went makan with frens.. 2 months ago, usually we'll go Neela's for roti chanai... But now there damm xpensive.. Gila mahal... roti telur is rm1.50... My god~
so now go the hawker at bkt beruang hawker inside the bkt b. market.. The roti not bad la.. Nice.. garing garing.. Then eat the Eu char kuey~ Syok ~ crunchy crunchy~
Then curi some mee hoon kuey frm my fren.. MY god the food there is fabulous~
Then went back after makan~
Ouu.. I forgot, My fren called laksa.. Imagine the portion~ It's lik 2 bowls of big laksa at other hawker... This bowl is GIGANTIC... I really Mean GIGANTIC..

will be continue....

Hooked to my psp lately.. Playing iron man game and need for speed pro-street~
Play when i reach home from school~ Play after tuition.. play before slp~
Relxing and fun le.. Long time no touch my pink psp~ kinda love it.. althought ppl say it is girlish but i dun giv a damm... I lik my psp and it's unique~ Cuz it's pink!! Pink! Cool~

Damm.. Cant eat my favorite cookies~
OREO!!! It contains The malanime.. Dunno la the spelling~
Stupid china ppl~ Make me malu sia~ Me chinese.. Orang China NOT Orang Cina did the milk powder scam... Nasib... But memalukan only~This year so proud of the olmypics.. But this?
I can say heartless... 50,000+ Babies sick? They are innocent for god sake~

Trials Reasult Part II

Finally... Test Results..

Bio- 67
B.M - 72
English- 77
Sejarah- 60
Moral - 70
Modern Maths - 81
Accounts - 70
Chemistry -85

Physics, Add maths and Est Havent Dapat the paper..

Kinda happy with my results.. Mostly maintain.. But Imagine my bio and Bm improved.. Haha...

Test Results Part 1

Wow...

Add Maths... Paper 1 is gt 72/80... First time in history i get so high.. So Proud of myself.. haha..
Malay i get 72 for total.. First time also ! Never gt above 70 since Form4.. Yeah.. Great achievement for me.. So happy...Hope i can get A1 for my add maths.. Yeah..

But I gt 60 for Sej.. My goodness Ivan... *slapping myself*
But B4... Ok la.. Hehe.. Must be contented.. Nt lik some girls Get 90% for BM STILL COMPLAIN LOW!! WTF WITH KIDS NOWDAYS?

Tired...

Tired Tired tired...
Pek Chek... So damm tired today... dunno why.. mayb i sleep too late this few days or I sleep to aviod problems and stay in dream world...
Yesterday.. I slp from 2.30pm to around 4.30.. Agak agak la..
Then get up.. gt some dark chocolates from my fridge .. eat d go bathe... So syok after bathe.. Syokk Betullll.. Lolx *nice nice* Xp then pass by the kitchen..

Oppss, Mummy say comee.. I go lo.. She call me to kopek the taugeh.. I say wanna slp.. Cuz no Mr Huan tuition.. Trials going on.. Then I said: " Nono.. You kopek yourself.. I wanna slp.. Tired.." I tak kisah then terus slp (after my hair dry la of course)

Then slp.. *bubbles popping from my nose* Then wake up around 9.30pm... Mummy i pig o what 1 day sleep so long... dun care.. Wake up ald.. Grap beehoon from the pot and gooble gooble..
Nice nice.. hehe^^
later do wat?
Sorry guys.. P&C cannot tell..

thats all in this post.. Chioz.

What The Hell?

Juz Wonder What the hell is happening?
All things went from bad to worse and worse to... Urmm i dunno.. Juz damm bad thats all..
My world went upside down...
Kinda moddy this few days.. Damm.. What going wrong?
Hope someone will wake me up frm this fucking idiotic world.. Wanna be in a place where I matter most and ppl cares.. Damm..

Juz Tired Tired Tired
Fuck My Life!
I DONT GIVE A DAMM ANYMORE!

Help!

God.. What is happening?
This few days so damm suey!

Suey Case #1
Went To buy tong shui near Lim Tian Puan the 平民小学 at the famous 鸭面stall..
After waiting for a fusrating 30mins baru dapat 1 packet 八宝冰..Nvm lo.. Long time no eat the ice kacang d so tak pe lo~ sabar.. Then go back with my car.. along the road.. MCB!!! 2 Farking police car driving so FUCKING fast and juz pi bo pi bo nabeh! Limpeh kena break macam jibai lo just to go beside and then let the police to pibo pibo! i jutted forward.. lucky no bang head on the stearing.. Fuck ! police car suddenly pi bo pi bo kanasai!

Suey Case #2
Physics Paper cannot say suey but also suey la..Lolx What i'm taking?
Not really prepared... But hopefully can gt A lo~
Kinda hard.. toughest paper since form4... Nver did physics paper so damm hard de b4..

Suey Case#3
A fucking blister just poped out at my lips.. Jibai so pain! lik gt durian poking my lips evryday if nt is lik kena knife stab de pain.. Eat also susah~ So realy dun feel lik to eat this few days lo..
Pain..

Suey Case#4
My Eyes.. damm itchy... dunno why.. Lolx..

Trials Part II

3rd Last paper - Physics

Toughest among the science subjects.. It's lik WOW WTF...
Haha^^ didnt depend on tips.. If gt good results I'm sure happy cuz it's my own achievement without depending on stupid tips.. Haha^^ *Hoping and praying Physics A1*
My future dream job depends on physics le wei...
Lol...

Trials

1st Paper - B. Melayu

Seriously I dunno how.. *pray* Scared for Bm paper.. Never get an A in my secondary school life before.. Why? I think my Bm teacher is buyers.. Give students who do her hw higher marks..But not me cuz i didnt do her work.. Xp No buku karangan till now.. Lolx.. I miss i think >10+ karangans! *evillaugh*

2nd Paper - Pen. Moral

Why we study this subj? I really don't understand.. Juz memorised the stupid nilai which really doesn't make any sense.. Think cant get at least A2.. Juz memorised 4 topics out of 7 topic *bluek*

3rd Paper - Sejarah
Damm...Died *praying* kena pawn kaokao in this paper.. So hard..Wrote a story on another version of Perjuang Dol Said in the time left over.. Xp funny but i lost the paper.. Damm~

4th Paper - Modern Maths
Dunnoo.. Maybe can score?
Gt few careless mistakes *damm*

5th Paper - English
Wrote a nice essay... I think the best i ever wrote.. Wrote on SINGAPORE!! Best place visited
Can gt A2 gua...

6th Paper - Biology
Damm.. Killing Paper.. Totally pawned me.. Crushed into pieces *die,died,dead*

7th Paper - Accounts
Shit... Cant imbang the accountss... Lolx.. Easy but i have no confidence.. An A2 will be good..

8Th - Chemistry!
Wow.. Easiest So Far.. Xp *laugh laugh* Tak sanngka so easy.. Btw the tips is not chun mia..
Luckily i'm not stupid to rely on tips!

Mr. Huan Quoted :"Those who give/spread out tips and leak the exam questions are IDIOTS, They Spoil your future! If so CHUN Leak SPM paper la"

So i didnt follow any tips from anyone and didnt spread any tips to anyone..
Urm.. Sry to Jeannie, Sherilynn, Joshephine and others who I gave tips on Mid Year and Last Exam this time i gt alot tips but didnt spread and Follow..Btw Sher You Owe me MCD for the midyear tips i gave you..

p/s: Jeannie if u see this blog tell sher.. haha ^^ will share the mcd with you.. *happy*

Physics, Add Maths, EST here i come to pawn~

Is This The End?

Is This The End For Us?
Izzit?
I Really Don't Hope So...

我们的爱情就会到这个地步罢了吗？
我真的不希望是这样...
既然说得出口...“这样你以前讲的全是骗话”
你既然认为，不信任我，觉得我对你有谎言..就算了...
我对你的爱有多深，话是讲是讲不到，字是形容不到的...
你不信我就随便，就算了...

现在是你提分的..
好咯，就分咯..
我怎样好对你都比不上他，
我怎样努力学习，改变，都是比不上他的，
我就算几爱你也比不上他，
我就算几疼你都比不上他，
我就算怎样打扮也比不上他，
换句话来讲，我是一个很差的男友..不对吗？

你变了，的确变了..

让时间疗好我疼痛的心，
让岁月慢慢补回我的疤痕，
让时间冲走我们快乐的Moment
让岁月带走我们的回忆，


不想在我们的爱情画一个永远的休止符...
虽然我不希望这样，可是我能怎样？

我能做的只是在这里哭啼着
我只能在一个漆黑的角落默默地哭啼，
因为不要让别人
因为不要让你知道，
我正在面对的；
痛
苦

悲
哀

心
酸

我只能讲我爱你！