Girls..

Girls..
The opposite sex of male.
I've met lots of girls along this 18 years i roamed on earth.
Friends,
Girlfriends,
People I Love
People I Care
People I Hate
People I Scare
People I Tresure
Matter of fact,
I met more number of girls than number of boys in My entire Life~
Maybe its the current number of girls which is 2:1 to number of guys in the world.
Some are really wonderful
Some are really interesting
Some are really pretty
Some are really bitchy
Some are really innocent
Some are really fun
Some are really dull
Some are really naughty
Some are really complicated
the list will just go on and on
when it comes to describe a girl
But, even after so many girls I met,
How many actually care for me?
How many actually tresure me?
How many actually understand me?
How many actually take me as I am?
How many actually keep me in their heart?
I do not know seriously.
I do have a very special girl friend whom I do tresure alot.
Thou, we hang out less but she is indeed my special Dear.
I do have a very caring sister whom really cared.
Thou, she haven't met her in a year or so but she is always be remembered.
I wonder how many more girls really cared.
I wonder how many more girls really understands.

Did I met a girl I Love?
Yes, she left, I left.
Did a girl understand me?
I doubt so.
Am I interested in a girl now?
I doubt so.
Do I need a girlfriend now?
I do not know. Confused.
Do I a girl come and cheer me up after reading this blog.
I seriously do.

After all these while.
I still haven't find her.
所有的一切由这个时刻;
一个人,一条路,一颗心

Its Yours but not Yours

When something is Yours and not Yours,
How would you feel?
When its yours;
When its not yours.
Its Close to you,
Yet Far away from you
You have it,
But You do not have it.
Tied by a bond,
Seperated by a bond.
Something you got,
Something you won't get.
Things are complicated for ME.

The Sea, The Sky, The Beach, The Cousins and ME

Ms. Yap

The Cousies..

Ms. Low

Mind your own business.

3 links the friendship

The Missing Link

3...

Popcorn Mania!!

yesterday was a crazy day for me!

munching and munching POPCORN

while watching the two movies...

Gamer

A futuristic movie.. quite confusing if you do not pay attention to the whole movie..

rating: 4/5

Pro: Very nice Action, Surreal CG, Good Storyline, Good Game Idea...

Cons: Ending suck big time. Spoil the whole movie.

Where Got Ghost

Comedy & Horror??

Rating : 3/5

Pros: Educational stories. Made my day

Cons: FUCKING LAME

Sense of Life.

Sense of Life. The interesting my dear Germany Classmate Yazmin gave to me when I asked her what to write about. (Sorry Yaz stole your pic from Facebook)

What is Sense of Life?
What are we actually doing here in Earth?
What is life?
Philosophical Questions that are never once answered perfectly.
This topic is so limited with reference and thoughts from Great Minds.
Our intellectual understanding and restricts us
To answer every questions asked correctly and accurately.
What we know is continuation of the thoughts from different Intellectuals
which are Agreed and Accepted.
A universal Answer is never known and will be a BIG question mark
to the Human Race.

Living life since we are born,
learn to walk, learn to talk
that is How we grow.
Human basics are communicate, socialise, learn through by gaining experience.
As we grow older and older,
We learn more things and gain more experience.
When we are young,
Do we know what is Hot?
Do we know what is Cold?
Do we know what is Pain?
When we touch the boiling kettle, We feel a sharp sting.
When we touch some ice, We feel some chilling icy touch going through our delicate fingers.
When we are hit by something, we feel a sharp knock.
Thus, after that experience, we know what Hot, Cold and Pain is.

Do you have a feeling that why do we need to do this and that?
Why we need to go to school?
Why we need to study?
Why we need to sit for exams?
All these questions are often asked when we are in our young little innocent age
where everyone just Loves to pinch our chubby cheeks and Say "SO CUTE"
However the questions during our Adolescence are often answer just a few years later when we are in our teens.
We often ask questions in life. Silly questions when we are young.
Where does the baby come from?
Our parents will just give us a silly answer.
When later we are learning Science in School,
we learnt that Babies comes from our Mom's vagina.
Thinking about the younger days just make us laugh of our own ISN'T?

Later as we grow into teenage, we get more QUESTIONS.
but the questions aren't silly or innocent one.
But, all these questions are more to the materialistic questions.
Can I have this?
Can I buy that?
We tend to learn from our peers, Copy our peers, Want things that our peers have.
We never knew what is to be Grateful, Appreciation.
Nike, Adidas, And1, LV, Omega, Tag Hauer, All those brand comes into our life we reach that age.
Craving to have the brand. Without know that why we need it or we can AFFORD it or not.
Just want it.
Living in this world doesn't mean we need to be doing things what other people do.
Earning tonnes of cash but its not you wanted to do.
Living life comfortably but not happily.
People might say without money you can't do shit.
But with money, THERE ARE THINGS YOU CANT BUY.

Sense of Life. What is Actually, Sense of Life.
What we are doing in this world?
Is it the spiritual and explanation of KARMA which bring us here?
Or its just mainly science which born occurs when a sperm fuses with an ovum.
Are we born to accomplish something big?
Save the world?
Be a genius?
Start a revolution?
Draw a Masterpiece?
Invent a world-changing invention?
NO. we do not need to do all this.
What we need to know is that
We need to Live life our own way.
Do things we like, Not doing things which others does.
Its the way we live our own life
Its our own SENSE OF LIFE.

Cry

Things in the past haunt me.
Friends from the past are gone mostly.
I smile forcefully
I sleep unsoundly.
I think what I can achieve.
I want to CRY

Money.

We live in a world. Where we use "Money" in our daily life.
Money is so important to us now days.
Everyone wants to earn tonnes of money, and no ones want to be poor.
So how this gonna work?
Poor people are always used, manipulated, and also exploited by the rich.
How rich you want to be?
Have every single thing in this world?

We do not need that.
Sometimes we have the urge to buy something for ourself.
But do we need expensive and luxury items?
I do not think so.
A Cheap Sundae will do for me.
A Cheap Flippers will work for me.
I do not need to eat Lobster, Birdsnest, or even Abalone for the meal.
What I do need is My mom's cooking.
She might not be an executive chef but her food is better than the Hotel's.
With prices hiking day by day,
We need to know what we want and what we need.

I'm into Lens and Camera.
But Do i need Zeiss or Leica lens?
Do I need a 35mm Full Frame DSLR?
No.
I do not need that.
Just a normal kit lens is doing wonders for me.
A Flash and a Beercan is just all i need for all my future photography assignments.
Maybe some other equipments will be a plus advantage for me.

Raising a family,
Education,
Leisure,
Medical Bills,
Everything we do, Everywhere we go,
Just involves money.
I just wonder how can a average family raise 7 to 10 children in the oldern days without difficulties.
I just think how can a Family of 6 can be supported with a mere rm2000 income.
Where a family of 4 with a total net income of rm4000 is struggling to keep ends meet.
House rent,
Car Loan,
Food,
Daily expenses.
Sometimes I might be thrifty
Sometimes I just feel that I'm blessed
with My Parents.
And I do feel grateful for everything they did for me.

Materialism

The tendency to give undue importance to material interests
Devotion to the material nature and it wants.
That's the definitions of Materialism.

Why do we need branded stuff?
Will branded stuff bring up our fame or reputation?
Come on.
Spend Millions on a Italian Ferrari?
Spend five digits sum for a Swiss Tag Heuer?
Spend four digits for a French Louis Vuitton?
That is so hideous to spend so much money on a little item.
Just to prove you are rich?
Just to show off?
Gosh.
This world is so severely damaged.
Its not that we are rich or not.
Its not that we want or not.
It WE NEED OR NOT?

We need a car.
We need a bag.
We need a watch.
But do we need LUXURY Items?
People say its Fashion.
People say its Classy.
I say It's Bullshit.

Luxury Items all started as a average consumer product.
Ferrari started as a small car factory in Italy.
Louis Vuitton started as a fashion lable in France.
In the end, Ferrari becomes the top in Excusive Sportscar Manufacture.
Louis Vuittion become the top Luxury Fashion lable.
Is it value for money to spend so much on this?
Is the money for quality?
Quality of consumer products are overrated.
Everything weres off after a period of time.
How long will you drive you Ferrari?
30 years? 40 years?
How long will you use you LV?
5 years straight without buy another LV?
Impossible~

Sorry I hurt you girl.
I didnt knew that we would end up like this and I'm still wondering.
Why shit always happen.
You might move on with your life.
With Cute Guys in your college.
Good Luck to You.
Shit always happens to me.
I can't take it.
Stress and Pressure.
It seems that I'm running away from our problems.
Sorry.
I do still miss your Lips, your Kisses, your Hugs and Your Voice.
Sorry I walked off.
I just wish I didn't.
How silly of me.
You were once an Angel and
I feel so bad that I somehow
change you.
I didnt knew I fell so hard and so deep for you.
Now I do realised that I will not
have you in my life again.

It's Been awhile since I've been blogging.
Life lately, is been amazing.
New life, New Friends, New Enviroment, New Faces
People around the world is in a small class room.
Creativity, Skills, Mind Set, Language, Skin Tone, Interest
Everything is just different and unique from every soul in the classroom.

Cheers to
A New Chapter in Life.

When People Doesn't Know The Limits.

Ok. Seriously. Some people just do not know their limits and when they need to SHUT UP.

I keep things anonymous because SOME PEOPLE whom I know is not really worth it to be Friends anymore.

So, if you don’t know the whole Situation,

DO NOT SIMPLY BLOG YOUR ASS Out BLINDLY !
it just show your Stupidity!

I START A NEW BECAUSE I FIND SOME PEOPLE AROUND ME ARE JUST NOT WORTH IT TO BE WITH.
Now the world Knows I've a NEW ACCOUNT.
YOU HAPPY NOW?

Seriously, you call yourself a GOOD Friend when you just FUCK me UP?

Wow.. What a Friend.

My House, No electricity~
Gosh~~
It all happen when i was unpacking my stuff in my room..
*Click*
a unusual sound..
The fan stop moving.. damn..
I was sweating like mad...

updating at Oldtown Cyberjaya..

September 1st.

First Day of September.
First Day in Cyberjaya.
First Outing with Housemates.

What can i ask more?

Life is Superb!

chioz Peeps.