Tired Exhausted and Cashless

These few days is very tiring for me and it almost wear me off...
Travel to KL, Study.. Its killing me and my cash..

[ Note to self: Save Money and Study More ]

Some lately happenings

Well, life is more likely better now and I'm in a better postition now..

Settled off some of my personal problems peacefully and also do the things i need to do. *Sigh, Finally*

Emotionally I'm more stable now.. * I dont Feel PURPLE *

Sold off my Buster which i dont really need it. * $$ Kaching! $$ *

Bruise myself in the eye.. *Ouchh*

Broke.. Need cash..

Happy that my frens are goin into their own dreams and fantasy.. Models, Airstewardess, Doctor, Engineer, Hotel Management, Physcology, Pharmacy and etc.. Hope that even with different dreams and fantasy, frens will be always be frens.. Hope We can go holiday together at least twice a year and make it anually...

Yesterday was a big event in my campus.. Horror Movie Night!! Yea!!
Scare the hell out of me man, and also i was laughing with Z all the way whether it is scary or not..

The movie which was screened was
1) The Messager
2) The Shutter
3) Dead Silent
4) One Miss Call

Seriously The Messanger and One Miss Call was not up to standard..
Its too stupid.. The Shutter was ok.. It scared my balls out.. Xp
Besides scaring me, I was also laughing all the way!! omg.. laughing in a horror movie.. Lol..
The shutter was kinda touching.. The main actor was a jerk.. disappointed.. haih..

Slpt at mph during dead silent and also one miss call due to the boringness of the movie..

渴望幸福的小男孩

为什么曾经的爱情用不会永久？
到底是什么事发生呢？
被伤害，被劈腿。
爱情永不会站在我这边。
失去恋人，失去爱情。
5年里，8个恋情。
怎么会8个都是短暂的爱情？
是我做的不够好？
还是我做的太多？

想要一个长久的爱情会过分吗？
只要简单，快乐，成熟的恋爱。
不想被伤，不想去伤。
只想要好好爱一个人。
但是我的“她”到底在哪？
是我太盲目了？
还是我麻目到在我面前的
都看不到？

失去一切时会叫我感伤。
没有一切时真叫人无奈。
渴望幸福的小男孩
在等待他的未来
在等待她的幸福。

Lost And Confuse

I've been waiting for her for at least a month.
Its sad when you're not sure why you're waiting.
Not sure what it will end up with.
I know you have a thing with him.
Can have tons of activities with him but not me.
Pictures, Outing and even travel to other places just to have fun?

Its confusing to think about this..
I hope I can have the chance to say I Miss You.
BUT I NEVER HAVE One
Because You're so busy till it takes a month to reply me.
I hope you can care and think how I feel.
At least take a second to think how You'll feel if it happens on you.

At least I know who I'm now.

依然相信真爱在外等待。等待我的寻找。
曾经付出，爱过，被爱，伤害。

“愿你牢记我曾经爱过你
因为有你我才学会相信爱情
关于过去的事情就藏在心底
未来依旧有你的回忆”

寻找爱情的过程
偶尔会遇到挫折
偶尔会遇到快乐

为她掉眼泪，

付出一切爱惜她，疼爱她，保护她。

是我的应该的。

爱情里没有谁对谁错。

只有谁不会珍惜谁。

我会一直找爱。

My Wednesday..

Today is a day which I could say A LIFE.
Why?
1) I’ve finally have some conversation with some of my class mates whom I never talked with before and I’ve follow them from college to seremban Ktm Station together. Even short conversation now, yet it’ll turn into long chats in future. Haha^^

2) I’ve been stranded in the bus when I was taking bus back to Malacca. You might say I’m unlucky but I do not want to phase it in that way. Because in life, we cannot expect everything to go smoothly as always. There will be breakdowns like the bus. We will fall even years after we walk. Nothing is perfect. Nothing will last forever. We have only one life and making the best out of our worst is what life should be. I’m blogging from the stranded bus and doing my stuff with my laptop and make life easier for me. Unlike other people who panicked when the bus broke down and keep on complain and the sound of typing sms and making calls flooded the bus like rain storming in it. The bus driver cant do anything expect calling for help. Scolding him will not speed things up and it might even make things worst.
Suppose to upload it on Wednesday.. But not in the mood to blog..

The 8 I once Love

The 8 people that I’ve love and hurt once.
First puppy love which was stupid and innocent. A year of hurt and idiotic actions.
Second immature Love was egotistical. Never listen but was Deeply in love.
Third was suppose a love not too happen but it happened. All because of Stupidity.
Fourth love a imaginary love. An unofficial love which lasted only days.
Fifth was A Matured Love. A Love Sweeter than Sugar, Deeper than ocean BUT HURTING like Hell.
Sixth is a indescribable love. People fall for me but its to complicated to love.
Seventh Love used to be and might be a perfect or the last love. But IT didn’t stop here.
Eighth Love is a different love. Love between worlds that is so different like the Venus and Mars.

Actions done. Steps taken. Road travelled. Non of it can be undo and what it was is part of me now. What it was made me Me. Pick up the pace and head forward. Climb high and hit hard. Stay low and be safe. I’m happy that I had all 8 of you walk in my life once together with me.

A Lyrics for My Life. Sing it.

I cant love someone with all my heart,

because I'll end up hurting them.

When did a person like me

have something worth protecting?

When did a person like me

worth sacrificing for?

Crying alone in the dark

hoping someone will appear

BUT never once there were people appear and Bring me to life

So I'll just stay and cry for the whole night

in the dark corner.

Summer is where we bloom.

There is when flower sways in the wind

And like they were dancing

Yet Flowers wilt in the Autumn

like when you hurt me the last time.

I wanna fly in the sky

without worries

like the birds in the sky

I wanna be free

BUT I've no wings

To fly me up to Sky

People say the world is getting closer to each other

But why people keep on hurting each other?

and why partings come about?

Even if you go far away

You’re still always right in the middle of my heart

Even if you hurt me

The fragments of your smile will always remain in my heart

Because we're never apart

Even in light, even in darkness

Because we’re together,

we’re able to believe in each other

You left me but back then you wont

It's not anyone's fault

But there is things more important than be an adult

because I'll always be growing the whole time and Try to figure out

Even I fall

I'll get up and try to pick up your pace.

You say we cant be like this forever

then Let take the step together.

Sun shines everyday.
Time flies every hour.

Clock ticks every minute.

We might apart any Second.

So we shall cheerish everyone and everyday.

Life will never be what we wanted.

It seems that you are going well with it.

But it is not.

Life without Love.

Is like a shadow in the Dark
Life without Goal.

Is like a person lost in translation
Life without someone special.
Is like A Corpse Wandering In BroadLight.

I cant sing a song with an honest lyrics

Because

I'll always sugarcoat everything

Make me Forget EVERYTHING.
Single But Not Available.
Now and God knows When.

So I'll be free for now....

Me and My Freaksome Weekend @ Subang!!

Yippe.. Where I'm?
I'm at Subang.. Yeah.. You're thinking me gonna like go around Subang.. But I'm spending time at Subang with Bernard REVISING OUR A-Levels papers.. Lolx.. Studied like from 1.30-3.. Then we went to Taylors Lecture Theater to meet up with Bern's Fren Samantha.. A Nice cute girl from Klang.. Friendly girl.. Hot know.. Hehe^^ We 3 watched the model thingy which is happening at Taylors till 4.. Then we went back to the classroom to revise homework again... Seriously, I'm studying.. Oh no.. It's like so not me.. XD

Photo will be uploaded soon.. Hehe^^

If you guys do not intent to pay then Never Mind!! Fine. Just because a Rm7, Rm8 drink you all say didnt drink and Lie to me. Ok, Fine. Friendship worth this much rite? OK! I pay RM10 then you FUCK OFF from my life WANT?

Happy everyone happy together.

You guys all got work. Got salary all. Me??!! I STUDYING LE FUCK!!
Now me Seriously Poor already due to the around rm80+ of the milk tea and drinks.
Do wan pay never mind lo!! I GIVE YOU rm10. You fuck off

A Weekend not That Bad.

Went back to Malacca this week. Was hoping to meet up with some friends yet. All of them doing what? Working la, Stuck up at home by playing games la and stupid stuff like No $$ wan go out. If you no money takkan i got money! Walao! Please la. Stop all this kind of LAME life with these LAME Attitude la my friend. I really dunno what to say la. I really dunno how our friendship can last if you guys continue stuck up with your life which i find Totally B.O.R.I.N.G.

Finally didnt met up with any of them. So FREAKING PISSED. btw jack, if you do wan go out then just say NO. Dun keep on spam songs or say no $$.

Went Clubbing at Pure on Saturday night with my cousin and her boyfriend, Aaron and also one of his friend. 4 of us went pure.. Go upstairs full. Go downstairs also same.. Haih~~ Pure always like that.. Never mind lo.. Found a place at the bar counter there. Called a bucket.. *yippe* clubbing legally finally.. The feeling is so different when you go clubbing legally. Went clubbing a few times last time when I'm underage but now the feeling is different.. As usual I do not like pure. Too crowed and the song selection is so Stupid. Cant dance. Suak lo... Go Arena.. Go in. When i feel to dance d. DAMN. Life band Come playing Rock songs. Haih.. So disappointed clubbing this time however i've tasted clubbing Legally already which is good enought. *KL i' coming!*

Yea.. Went High tea with family today at 4star hotel in Melaka. Dunno what is the actual name but Malaccans always call Ramada.. Dunno why. It is so far away from its actual name. Lolx XD

Food at hotel as usual do not expect much. however i find the chicken teriyakki is nice. but my tummy is tooOOooOOooOOooOOooOO full to fill anything more.. Snapped picta with my pretty mummy.