World Crushing

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My world is crushing. Coming apart. Test, Finals, AS. Everthing is like a time bomb clicking every second to doom. That is how i feel like. Distractions and Cravings are just too big to overcome than the small will i have now. What I do now? So Lost.
Time management? Meditation?

Just feel to dip myself in the water. Drown in the water.
Seeing blues and bubbles.

Losing myself.
Biological Clock still unadjust.
My mind is tired.
My body is not.
My mind is not concentration a single bit.
My body says it is ready for anything.

HOW?????????????????!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

HOW??????????????????????????????!!!!!!!!!!

I'M Fucked Up

in short F U